Not Perfect - Blog Posts
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I Messed Up
Made breakfast for dinner tonight or brinner as it's called in our house cause I fucked up again. I verbally attacked my daughter for not using common sense when I know that she just does not have the capacity to do so due to her autism. 😩
I should know better as an adult too but I just get so frustrated when something that seems so simple to me just doesn't compute with her and I push it down so many times, but this time i lashed out and I feel so guilty.😖
Since I am a Kitchen Witch it means that when I cook I imbue my food with my feelings, desires, and emotions. This can be a good thing cause when I am doing well and feeling wonderful I can make the most amazing meals that taste like the best restaurant in the world served it to you even if it is a simple affair. When I am the opposite I can kill you...okay not kill you, but you can taste in the food that I am not right when I was cooking it.☠️
The fall back is something like breakfast cause it's really hard to fuck up. I did apologize to her and she accepted but the guilt is still there. Thankfully i was able to eat still so my depression didn't get triggered cause that can happen a lot. At least I got to enjoy one of my fav reactors watch Solo Leveling while I ate. Also the Brown Sugar Cured Bacon we got from the farm was a nice touch!😋
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