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Kids should not be so afraid of school that they have a mental breakdown just being in the area of the school

To real 😭😭😭

HUH????

i made a quiz about what kind of evil you are

haaaave fun

Ugh…. 🤦‍♀️

Te odio querida autoestima

I am so far behind on my school work and am not able to go to school because of it. I am so burnt out and stressed and feel like giving up. I am also trying to get a job online because if I were to try and get a normal job, I would not be able to keep up with it, myself, homework, and still be able to do things I enjoy. My teachers and school is great when it comes to accomodations and late work, but it is a matter of me getting things done.

I just hate something about being a woman, and that is the fact that no matter how cold hardy I can be (and I am because I nearly had hypothermia once as a child and I’m pretty sure it broke my internal thermostat), for one to two weeks out of a month, because my body in its infinite and unnecessary stupidity just leeches out a shit ton of iron slowly, and suddenly the world is fucking devoid of warmth, and I am left, a half drowned kitten pulled from the depths of a frozen mountain lake, to bundle myself up in dozens of blankets only to find that my fingers and feet are STILL FUCKING COLD. It’s like 100 degrees in my room and I’m STILL IN THREE THICCCC BLANKIES AND IM STILL COLD.

This isn’t fair.

i want to change my art style.....i hate the fact that my traditional art looks better then digital art.....

I really don't understand people who call me ugly, why is self projecting so common these days? You could've called me anything, narcissistic, annoying, pessimistic, stupid, but noo. your insecure ass had to pull up with stupid bullshit that only ends up in a gc with my friends.

Is this a problem?

I hate this fucking house.

[singular] y’all

[plural] all y’all

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh little sisters are so frustrating!! my sister says "Melody is my cat too" one day, and the very next it's "Tiger Lilly would be my cat, NO co-ownership!"

I have a cat, Melody, who I am forced to be co-owners with my sister! She has another cat, Otie, who she co-owns with our mom!! So by this logic, me and my mom should have co-ownership of Tiger Lilly.

Y'know what, Imma force co-ownership on her with Tiger Lilly, he deserves someone who will treat him right!

I swear there's times -like now- where I want to go up into to the mountains and have a cabin with a garden, animals, herbs and so on. I was meant to be an old mountain witch.

I really miss him. I feel like everything has crashed down and I’m struggling to breathe.

I just want my baby back…

Bingo!! It was PMS/Period. I Feel dead.

Ugh…everything that i have ate today has made me so fucking nauseous 🤢

I have not a clue what this is.

I got bullied so much. I even get bullied in my dreams.

I need someone to rapidly, sequentially, and repeatedly shoot me with a nail gun for 80 seconds straight, then caress me, blessing me with a hug or a kiss, while explaining how much they either hated loving me or loved hating me.

I'm so madd Ilove dinosaurs but why can't I fucking draw them for the liiife of meeee

(I'm half drawing them for fun, half for an assignment on JP help)

I FRICKING LOST MY DRAWING PEN SHSJDKDJEH, no art for a few days till I find it sksjwjwj

No. My epilepsy is NOT a disability. Why though? Because it doesn't prevent me from doing ANYTHING. It doesn't affect me all the time. Yeah, someone could say "B-but seizures are a disability!!!" Yeah, they could be. But, have you read the criteria to get disability with epilepsy? No? Okay, I'll list.

– Frequency of seizures. If they are too intense and happening too often (for example a few times per day.)

– Decrease in intelligence.

– Mental issues.

– Impaired ability to move.

– Developmental disorders.

So, that's why epilepsy doesn't make you automatically disabled, it just makes you ill. So, I prefer to use the term "sick, but able-bodied." Instead of disabled. Y'all should accept that disability is a status given by law. So, if you're getting money for your disability, and you have this status in your documents – you're disabled. Or at least if your disease is affecting you most of the time like POTS, fibromyalgia, arthritis etc. you're disabled.

But even if chronically ill means being disabled... I still prefer to be called able-bodied. I'm not disabled. So I don't deserve to be called disabled. Leave space for someone else, not me.

I'm waiting to be hated for my opinion. I don't mind anymore. I don't want to call myself disabled and bury myself in my illness. If I'd be hated for that, but I'd still be able bodied, I don't mind. You can call me like you want, and call yourself a disabled if you have epilepsy, because I'm talking about MY CASE not YOURS.

Thanks for reading. Stay healthy.

"Dad issues"

"Mommy issues"

Nah-uh, I'm the issue

Brain:

Me: Can you like… not do this???

i really dislike it when people don’t understand perfectionism.

like, it isn’t always “person who has tons of motivation and spends a ton of time making this thing *just* right”

wayyyyyy more often than not it’s:

”I know that if I try to make this thing, it won’t be perfect, so I simply won’t try.”

which definitely sounds bad, right? but when you realize that it doesn’t just apply to voluntarily making art, then you realize how perfectionism is not at all a good thing in any context. 

“i know that if I try to work on this assignment right now, it won’t be good enough, so i’ll wait until the last possible moment so that I have something forcing me to do it.”

”i know that I should start going to the gym, but I won’t see any improvement right away, so I just won’t.”

”i know that i should brush my teeth tonight, but that won’t be good enough to undo the fact that i haven’t brushed them 4 days in a row, so I just won’t.”

perfectionism isn’t the uncontrollable impulse to make things “just right”. (although it can occasionally manifest as this.)

perfectionism is the absolute, psychological inability to accept the concepts of “good enough” and “better than nothing”. even when you spell it out for yourself in a long text post like this.

Viral comedy movies

okay but one of those “whatever tag shows up for this word” memes for: -son -trash -dead -child -smol -hate

When you draw a very long time... Gosh. I hate everything in my life right now.

Stop perpetuating the idea that avoiding eye contact = lying. Some of us are just autistic and shouldn't have to force ourselves to make eye contact just to avoid being called liars.

Same goes for fidgeting. It doesn't necessarily mean someone's lying or nervous. It could just be the result of neurodivergence.

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