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Happy Isa/Lea Day 2024!! <3
@AkuSaiMonth 2023 Prompt: Memories / Snapshot ID in alt.
I actually finished this mini comic during AkuSaiMonth, I just never got around to scanning and uploading it (oops). Hope you guys like it! <3
@AkuSaiMonth 2023 Prompt: Stars ID in alt. Bingo card under the cut! (1/5)
The birth of stars …
This is based on that one first anniversary James Webb picture and inspired by this artwork by @prinnay! And I just realized she also made an (absolutely amazing) drawing based on that same James Webb picture...! Check it out!
My bingo card for this year:
I have 4 out of 5 drawings planned out ... let's see how many i can get out in the two weeks left
psssst - is there going to be an akusai event this year?? >.> asking for a friend. (me - i'm the friend).
Hey friend! :) You know what? Yes, let's just do it again! I've been considering for a while, but actually: The joy of seeing everone's works outweighs any negatives. So yeah! I'll get one together! (Even though it's suuuuper late. Sorry Dx)
It will be a Bingo again, same rules as last year too! I'll try to get everything ready before the next week!
I'm currently collecting prompts (I need 24 again) so if anyone has any ideas, please share them with me! In the replies, tags, asks, whatever!! I think it's better if it's not just my ideas!
Let's have a great month again this year!
@AkuSaiMonth 2022 Prompt: Gala / Ball IDs in alt. Bingo card under the cut! (4/5)
Masquerade!! <3 I can’t decide if the outfits are too tacky or too boring, so I guess they’re perfect! To be honest, I want Isa’s outfit.
@AkuSaiMonth 2022 Prompt: Whispers / Dreams ID in alt. Bingo card under the cut (3/5).
POV: You step out of the sauna to cool off, all relaxed and cozy BUT THEN you catch these two glancing at you and whispering to each other!!! D: Rude!!! >:(
… Damn, I could really use a spa day. x’D
@akusaimonth 2022
Prompt: Flowers / Garden
ID in alt. My prompt card is under the cut!
“We’ll get through this. Together." (spoiler: They did not.)
Here's my first post for this year's @akusaimonth! Prompt: "Holding while the other cries" ID in alt. My prompt card is under the cut!
AkuSaiMonth 2022
For anyone wondering what's up: I was asked if I would hold an AkuSaiMonth event this year and after a lot of deliberation I decided to ask for permission from @misomilk (you know, the original creator of the event!) and go for it!
Personally, I think it's a pretty fun format this year, because not only is it a bingo card (like 2015), but the BINGO CARDS HAVE RANDOMIZED PROMPT ORDERS! How cool is that?? I'm very excited about this, yes x'D
There's not a lot of time leading up to it now, I know, but if any of you feel like taking part or want to see what will be created, feel free to head over to @akusaimonth and give it a follow!! <3
There's also an AkuSaiMonth Instagram, if you want to see what's going on there as well!
Here it is! The official intro / prompts / rules!
I'd be super happy about every reblog! <3
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AkuSaiMonth 2022: July 8 - August 7
Welcome to AkuSaiMonth! A month of celebrating AkuSai & LeaIsa! It's been a hard two years, but at least ASM is back, this time with a new host (and with permission of the original creator)!
AkuSaiMonth 2022 Bingo
Similar to 2015, we will be playing bingo again, but this time with a twist: The bingo cards are randomized! Every participant will have their prompts in 1 of 30 different arrangements!
Where can I get the Bingo Card?
To claim your personal AkuSaiMonth 2022 Bingo card, click >> HERE! << Using the link on the same device and browser should (in theory) always lead to the same card. However, I would strongly recommend also saving the card by either using the print button on top or by making a screenshot.
Screenreader friendly bingo cards are available here: LINK. These are not randomized unfortunately, but you can still pick one (of three) at random! Please let me know if you run into any problems!
See the end of the post for a plain text list of the prompts in alphabetical order.
And here is one example Bingo card: You can use this one as well of course, but give the randomized cards a chance!
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How does it work?
The goal is to get one "Bingo!" during the month (Jul 7 – Aug 8) by filling 5 prompts in a row, column or diagonal.
This could mean one post every week, for example:
Post 1: Friday, July 8 (IsaLea Day)
Post 2: Saturday, July 16
Post 3: Saturday, July 23
Post 4: Sunday, July 31
Post 5: Sunday, August 7 (AkuSai Day) -> Bingo! <3
You are of course allowed to do less than five prompts (one is perfectly fine! <3) or even fill out the entire bingo card (I wish I had your time management skills)!
Rules:
Posting Rules
Tag your works as #akusaimonth and #asm22
Mention @akusaimonth, so I can't miss your work!
You can fill as many prompts as you want at whatever schedule works for you!
The goal is to achieve one "Bingo", but this is meant as motivation only; it's not an obligation or restriction!
You can start and end your participation at any time!
Content Rules
All forms of content are allowed, including but not limited to fanfiction, fanart, edits, videos, music, …
The "/" in some prompts means you can use either or multiple of the terms
All prompts are open for interpretation, there's no right or wrong way to use any of them!
You can stay within the framework of canon or create AUs or crossovers or whatever you want, everything is great!
All content has to be made by you! Stolen fan work is NOT allowed.
If you want to include fan content made by other people in your edit/video/… you have to get permission first and add credit to the original creator/s!
Official material can be used with no restrictions
NSFW Rules
NSFW is allowed!
Please post visual NSFW under a "Read More"
NSFW content will be reblogged with an #nsfw tag
FAQ
Who is behind the event? Original creator and host from 2014 – 2019 is the wonderful @misomilk! This year's host is @herzblutrose
I lost my card! If you remember your Bingo Card ID, then that's absolutely no problem. Let me know and I'll give you a permalink to the card you pulled!
What does prompt (...) mean? It means whatever you want it to mean! Have fun with it!
Other questions? Send me an ask!
Plain text prompts in alphabetical order:
Animals
Beach
Breakfast
Dark / Light
Fingers Running Through Hair
Flowers / Garden
Free Space
Gala / Ball
Holding While the Other Cries
Home
Keepsake / Precious Memory
Nobodies / Somebodies
Past / Present / Future
[Quote from the games]
Shopping
Skateboarding / Sports
Smoke and Mirrors
[Song Lyrics]
Sun & Moon / Fire & Water
Tales / Stories
Tarot / Cards
Tears / Scars
Thunderstorm
Whispers / Dreaming
You Have Changed
Lazy Afternoons
(click for better quality!)
Some good days good weather fun!
Here's a little teaser WIP of my piece for @eternalbondzine!!!
This is after the first layer of pastel chalk. There will be at least one more and then a final detail layer in chalk and pencils (and maybe markers)! I'm a little in love and very excited to finish this piece!! <3
A super quick sketch for the bEGINNING OF AKUSAIMONTH 2021!!! No "official" list unfortunately, but that won't stop me! :D
AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK
Day 20: SET C - “Blank Stare”
Did you know? Apparently Nobodies come back into being the way they remember themselves. I think you probably do, after all the teardrops are gone from your cheeks.
So, apparently the truest vision I have of me is bleeding. I’d laugh about the irony, if it didn’t hurt so much. I keep thinking about how fast the wound scarred over last time. No such luck now, I think it’s getting infected … again. Weird, to be back in a human body, only to realize how frail it really is.
But I don’t think I have to tell you that. Still sleeping, no sign of waking up. Only because you saved me. Again.
I… well.
I know you don’t want to hear this, but … I really wish you didn’t do it. Save me. You should have just left me in the darkness. You made so many friends, and they miss you. And I … just don’t deserve to be here in your place. They’re friendly to me of course, saying any friend of yours is a friend of theirs and saying it doesn’t matter what I …Even Roxas and Xion. I can see her face now, you know.
I … I’m so sorry. And I can’t even get myself to say it. I can’t open my mouth whenever any of them are around.
I’m glad they gave us a place to stay here in the castle. With strangers living where our parents’ houses used to be, I really wouldn’t have any other idea of where to go. But it hurts to be here, in Radiant Garden. I can barely stand to look outside a window. It’s all so full of memories.
Of you. Of us.
I miss you, so much.
It hurts.
I wish I could have at least talked to you, even if just for a little bit. It’s been so long. And even longer since we talked as friends.
I know I’ve said it a hundred times, but I’m so sorry. For everything I did. I don’t know if you can hear me and I don’t know if you’d even want to listen to my side of the story. It’s not an excuse, I know that. I’m not even sure why I told you at all. I … it just hurts so much.
They tried to bully me into joining them for some ice cream again. But I can’t leave you alone. I can’t. This is the only thing I can do for you. Staying by your side, making sure you’re not alone.
Remembering.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 19: SET C - “Crush My Heart”
The first thing I felt was a stinging pain carved in my face.
I touched my cheek with a shaking hand and so the second thing I felt was wet and sticky and warm and it suddenly made me taste iron on my lips.
The third thing I felt was breathing. My own, deep but burning in my chest, and that of another, calm, below me. Another. Another person.
I tried to wipe away the blood from my eyes and moved to lift myself up. It was hard, my whole body felt heavy, but I managed to prop myself up on one arm. And there you were.
Breathing, motionless. I stared at your face. Alive, but unmoving. I tried to say your name, but nothing came out, my lips wet with blood but dry anyway and my throat numb. I didn’t know how long I hovered over you, but it was the realization that I was dripping blood onto your face that finally made me sit back.
I didn’t know why I was bleeding again. I didn’t know why I was lying on the floor or why you were there (asleep? unconscious?). But I realized I did know where I was. My breath started to hitch and I felt my stomach clench as I recognized the room where we had lost our hearts. Where you tried to save me, where I gave in anyway, my heart taken from me and my face carved.
Why were we here?
Did this mean… that it was … over?
Was I... back…? Was I …
Was I me again?
Sometimes as a Nobody I had tried to imagine how it would feel when my heart would be returned. I thought I’d feel relief or maybe even happiness. But in reality all I felt was pain and grief and a horror I couldn’t even place but that gripped me so tightly it blocked out everything else. When tears finally came I didn’t stop them. They burned in the cuts on my cheeks, but I barely felt it. I sat next to your unmoving body and I wept for the first time in years, until finally someone came rushing into the room, screaming your name and taking both of us away.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 18: SET C - “Lyrics (Only If For A Night)”
[ And I heard your voice, as clear as day And you told me I should concentrate It was all so strange, and so surreal That a ghost should be so practical ] [ Only If For A Night – Florence + the Machine ]
Somewhere in the darkness, I thought I heard your voice. I thought I felt your hands.
The sensation was so real and warm and wrong. I was alone, wasn’t I?
But I heard it again, so far away, felt it so close to me and it didn’t matter. I didn’t care if it was real or an illusion or a fever dream my crumbling mind conjured. I clutched onto it. It gave me a focus, a lifeline in the madness of my fall and I would not give it up.
I would not
give you up.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 17: SET C - “Void”
It didn’t end. I didn’t know how long I had been falling for. It felt like forever, it felt like an instant. It FELT, I felt. It was all I did, Falling, and Feeling and - remembering. My life passed me by, both of them. A cacophony of sensations and feelings and sounds and voices. The hurt I had caused, the hurt I had been caused. The smiles and the laughs and the love I felt and the hatred. It blurred and twisted and it was beautiful and painful and TOO MUCH and it.
Didn’t.
End.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 16: SET C - “Disappearance”
I was watching as your light went out, and I felt nothing.
When he came for me, I fought with everything I had. He had beaten me before, but surely this time, surely with all the not-hatred I felt for him, I could win.
I couldn't.
As I felt myself vanishing, the pain and the sadness finally caught up on me. It was just for one moment, but I felt an overwhelming hurt. In that moment I wanted nothing more than to go back in time, back to when things were okay. I wanted nothing more than to be whole again.
But there was nothing to be done. You were gone, and so was I.
In the end, it was all for nothing.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 15: SET C - “Acts of Love & Hate”
It didn't matter that he wore a different name or a different face. I wanted to destroy him. It was a desire, roaring deep inside of me, overwhelming everything else. It was his fault. His fault.
Destroying him wouldn’t fix what had happened, but it would set me free.
Of him. Of you.
Of the pain I refused to feel.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 14: SET C - “To Be Left”
It was no surprise when you left. When you betrayed me.
Everything I once believed in went away with you. All my schemes, all my plans.
The very last part of me that had still, foolishly, believed
was finally dead.
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AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 13: SET C - “Blissful Ignorance”
I searched for the warmth I once found in you, but it was so hard to remember. Everytime you rejected me, it left me a little more indifferent and soon, there was nothing else left.
It didn't hurt. How should it, when I couldn't feel at all? Unlike you, I accepted it from the start. I didn't try to fight a fact I wouldn't be able to change.
I accepted it. Just as I soon learned to accept that you would no longer be a part of my existence.
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Part 2/4
(I decided to upload them individually, since it will probably be a few more weeks before I finish the other two drawings in the set.)
Oops, akusaimonth is already over and I only finished one picture out of the four picture set for the first prompt.
WHAT: A month-long celebration for AxelxSaix (LeaxIsa) and vice versa. WHEN: July 8 (Saixel Day) – August 7 (Akusai Day), 2019 http://bit.ly/akusaimonth2019
HELLO, FELLOW SHIPPERS!! It is time to announce this year’s prompts for #akusaimonth.
This year, we’re returning to our two original modes of challenges: SLOW BURN (posting across 7 specified dates) and BERSERK (posting everyday for 31 days). Details for these challenges may be seen in the cut below.
As always, you may choose whatever medium that fits your fancy–fics, art, graphics, playlists, video edits, cosplay, whichever. Make sure to post materials made by you yourself! NO USING OTHER’S WORK WITHOUT PERMISSION. For writers, an AO3 collection will be available for you to upload your works.
If you have any more questions or clarifications, or if you think you need more inspiration with a certain prompt, please don’t be afraid to send an ask!
Please reblog this post to spread the word! =) Let’s all have fun weeping over and celebrating our favorite pair of life ruiners this July-August! ❤️💙
Weiterlesen
HELLO. I’m back from the dead.
Last year, I said it was going to be my last year running the akusai month event. But…. I’ve changed my mind. I will continue running it! \0/
Why? Because KINGDOM HEARTS III. (Real talk. Who in their right akusai mind back then would have thought KH3 would bless us with so much glorious content!??! DEFINITELY NOT ME HAHAHAHAHA bec I thought Saix would die permanently by protecting Roxas and Xion)
Anyways, I know shippers have been partying on. I’ve been watching from the sidelines (Twitter). I’m not sure if my prompts will be up to times with the newer groups of the fanbase, but I’ll do my best to have a lovely akusai month for both new and old to enjoy!
I will be posting more details, such as prompts soon. As always, the beautiful @heartlessfujoshi will help me moderate things. Spoiler alert: BERSERK and SLOW BURN are coming back. ;)
I’d appreciate it if you reblog and spread word. Have a lovely rest of your week, everyone!
In Time I Awakened To A New Purpose
(Can you believe KH3 releases in less than a week? I can’t.)