So You're Staying Uh...

new fav doodle with my husband yippieee <33

I luv u all my mooties, your interactions keep me sane and make me think that I'm not such a bad person.

Los quiero muchito.

"If I were a human, I think I would die of it, but I'm not, but you five are, and I would not let you die of it, that I promise, I promise for cogito ergo sum, I AM, for AM."

"Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate"/q

HANDJAJAAJ love it

kinda hate the fact that I am consciously delusional.

like, I would like to gaslight myself to the point that thinking about my f/o is actually a good coping mechanism. But nooo I shoot myself in the head with the "wait, he doesn't exist" and everything crumbles apart and I get more stressed and frustrated and-

Anyway, I want hugs, cuddles, preferably from my f/o.

The only real reason I don't kms is because on good days I still long to be able to love someday.

I feel alone again

At least this time it doesn't hurt as much as before/j

I just feel numb and fuzzy and tired and-

I don't even know what I feel

I accidentally stapled my finger this morning pipipi TT

Aaaaahhh I seriously doubt I'll be able to practice singing today because I have a lot of things to do waaa

Added to that I am also constantly jealous of my friend and his other friend, how desperate RAAAH

I want to thrift a monitor and cute things

(↑ has no money to spend)

Meow!

Purrr, Meow!

*pats head* :3

OMGGG YAYYY YIPPIEEEE YAYY ! ! ! ><