I accidentally stapled my finger this morning pipipi TT
Aaaaahhh I seriously doubt I'll be able to practice singing today because I have a lot of things to do waaa
Added to that I am also constantly jealous of my friend and his other friend, how desperate RAAAH
My brain: u need to be kind with people cuz you're going to need them someday!
Also my brain: You don't need anyone cuz you're going to kill yourself in... three days!
I didn't just spent more than the last hour crying just for today, I spent that time crying for what awaits me in the next months, the next years. I'm tired of repeating to myself "just one more day", isn't every day just one more day?. I just really want to end it all
Bougainvillea photos I stole from my friends
how i look texting them
I really hate to start feeling love for someone because I know history is going to repeat itself. We're going to be happy for a while then I'm going to behave like a bastard or say something insensitive and that will cause that person to be disappointed in me or angry with me; maybe we'll fix things, but it won't be the same.
And honestly, every fall hurts more than the last and I'm already too broken to keep trying.
Fight my anemic child look
My own mother's "it really would be better if you killed yourself" keeps ringing in my head.
Like, eventually it will happen, but
there are no buts
Me when spam notes me when spam notes me when spam notes <3
I hate group work, I detest group work, I abhor group work, kys group work
So you're staying uh...
You are really trying, but for how long?
Are you going to beg for me? Do you really love me? How much are you going to do to have me?