I Never Really Got Along With My Cousin... Whenever People Ask Me About Her I Just Say "we're Cousins
I never really got along with my cousin... whenever people ask me about her I just say "we're cousins but not necessarily friends". Today she posted a pic of her nephew because it was his birthday, I know him and have spent time with and honestly he is quite cute, so I told her to send him a happy birthday from me.
I don't know why that made my heart happy today, she also asked me how I was, and even though I don't deserve it because I haven't contacted her since we left school... It felt nice that such a kind person like her asked it. She has always seemed pretty to me because she is a very kind and inspiring person, sometimes I fantasize about having a heart as kind as hers, but I know I won't achieve it.
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