I Don't Want To Do Anything Now, I Don't Want To Do Anything Tomorrow, I Just Don't Want To Do Anything,

irl relationships are always so fake.

Sure, you can say nice things to me and pretend you care, even waste some time with me.

But that's everything, you're just pretending, you don't care about me and there are more important people than me in your life.

If I were in a room with your real friends you would never choose me.

I hate socializing with irl people.

I hate socializing.

Would you call this jirai kei (dark girly) style?; ;

(edit)

Yepp, I know it might not qualify as jirai kei but I'd still like to share the fit with my jirai gals!~ <3

-"I can't love"

-"Aw, Stop being rude to yourself! Everyone can love and empathize!"

-"I can't love or empathize, I can pretend but I really don't feel it"

-"Okay, so imagine the person you love the most leaves your life, wouldn't that make you sad?"

-"No."

And so there are many examples of people trying to humanize me, is it really that hard for people to believe that I just struggle/can't really feel?, Yes, I can cry, but I cry out of simple narcissism, out of simple frustration, for myself.

I don't give a damn if you stop talking to me or if something happens to someone, if it doesn't affect ME per se then I just don't care.

I hate the way that I think and act

I want to end reality but I feel hesitant

Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present

And so for today, I'll remain intact.

how i look texting them

I want to kiss someone but not in a perverted romantic way.

I want to kiss someone in the sense of soothing cannibalism in which you make me understand that my being, like my rotten flesh, still causes you warm feelings even though it has a high grade of decomposition.

Of course I won't want to do anything, of course I'll feel miserable, it sucks to be here.

*pats head* :3

OMGGG YAYYY YIPPIEEEE YAYY ! ! ! ><

new fav doodle with my husband yippieee <33

"Don't over share your information on the internet, much less your identity! It can be dangerous!!!!"

But, but, but- my approval from anonymous, my approval from people I don't know 🥺🥺