The Real Reason My ED Didn't Continue To Be Active Is Not Because It Magically Healed.

How do I explain to someone that I am extremely possessive but not in the romantic sense?

like, fine, you have a bf/gf, good for you, but I don't care, you're mine.

I luv ya too madooo! !/p <333

"Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate"/q

HANDJAJAAJ love it

Why doesn't anyone talk about how hard it is to relearn something and stay consistent with it? bleeeh TT

I've had these songs on loop for a while now.

One always returns to where one felt most appreciated.

My brain: u need to be kind with people cuz you're going to need them someday!

Also my brain: You don't need anyone cuz you're going to kill yourself in... three days!

YAAAAYYYAYAYAYYYIPPIEEE <33

Yume i think you are one of my favourite mutuals now

I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.

Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33

But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.

(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)

I win.

(I lost but I'm gaslighting myself)

I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty I feel so empty

I feel like I have the need to throw up something displeasing and nauseous that is inside me