My Debut Comes Out April 24th. It’s Not Necessarily About You, But Some Parts May Feel Like It. I’m

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when life is not sunshine and rainbows i have a nasty habit of assuming everything is my fault and there’s nothing i can do to fix it and that mentality makes shit worse everytime but like… how do i stop doing that

me: gets pulled over

officer: license and registration?

me: hands it to them

officer: here’s ur ticket

me: but officer, isn’t there anything i can do to make u forget about this?

officer: pulls out handcuffs

me: oh okay

officer: ur under arrest for bribing a law enforcement officer

me: i love u

me thirty seconds later: hey idk if u know this but uhhh. i love u

me three minutes later: oh fuck u think he knows i love him? gotta make sure.

maybe in another life.

bro i love you so fucking much i can’t even put it into words how much it is i have to create a whole new language just for that shit wtf

chat i gotta be honest i might kill myself

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i heard about your mom. i know she wasn’t good at being your mother but it’s okay to grieve over the loss all the same. it’s also okay to not feel anything at all. people cope in different ways.

i’m still working on my music. it’s been three days now. i have three instrumentals done and i have the album list hammered out. there’s really only one song on there about you. maybe two if you squint hard enough. i’m glad none of them are negative towards you.

i attempted to drink last night and am pleased to say alcohol still repulses me. it did give me some new ideas to map out though.

i wonder what you’re up to?

was that you? i hope it was.