The Best Feeling

it’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you, i tell you all the time (heaven is a place on earth with you)

Look at this bitch eating food again. Disgusting. Did you even do anything productive today? You don’t deserve to eat, fatass. You’re just wasting food. Come back when you’ve actually done something productive for once in your life.

the hunger goes away but the calories wont.

TW: FASTING INSPO

Would you rather have:

- small stomach pains here and there from the hunger

-a wee bit of dizziness

Or would you rather have the emotional pain of :

-enemies calling you fat

-relatives commenting on your weight

-your crush not liking you back

-your friends giving you judgmental stares every time you eat

-keeping your head down in the hallway

-dress shopping being an absolute nightmare

-people referring to you as “bigger”

-not being comfortable eating in public

-not being able to shop at brandy melville

- having “oversized” clothes fitting you perfectly

-having your skinny friends commenting things like “wow how do you eat so much!”

-not being able to share clothes with your skinny friends

-not being able to wear a bikini like all of your friends

- cancelling on plans last minute because you feel too fat

-not having a date to dances, events, etc.

-always feeling “less than” everybody else

That’s what i thought.

“teasing, moving like mercury, she knew how to disappear before you could get a grip,”

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Do it halfway. Take one piece of trash out of your room, throw one dirty shirt into your hamper. Go to one class and miss a different one. Start a drawing without pressure to finish it. Give yourself space to Be without the expectation to Become, and do small things to make the Being livable.

having an ed and not even being skinny is honestly so embarrassing

TW; meanspo

your friends probably look at you and thank god they don't have your disgusting, fat body. don't u want to prove them wrong? make their jaws drop by how thin you've gotten? so please hun, don't eat. its never worth it.