- small stomach pains here and there from the hunger
-a wee bit of dizziness
-enemies calling you fat
-relatives commenting on your weight
-your crush not liking you back
-your friends giving you judgmental stares every time you eat
-keeping your head down in the hallway
-dress shopping being an absolute nightmare
-people referring to you as “bigger”
-not being comfortable eating in public
-not being able to shop at brandy melville
- having “oversized” clothes fitting you perfectly
-having your skinny friends commenting things like “wow how do you eat so much!”
-not being able to share clothes with your skinny friends
-not being able to wear a bikini like all of your friends
- cancelling on plans last minute because you feel too fat
-not having a date to dances, events, etc.
-always feeling “less than” everybody else
That’s what i thought.
Look at this bitch eating food again. Disgusting. Did you even do anything productive today? You don’t deserve to eat, fatass. You’re just wasting food. Come back when you’ve actually done something productive for once in your life.
Maybe you think that you're hungry, but you're just an emotional eater. You've always been. But food is not comfort, babygirl.
Half of the day has passed. You can still take a shower, tidy your room, do your laundry, drink a coffee and take a nap, before eating.
Make yourself a cup of tea, a cup of coffe and a sugar free drink of your choice and take your time.
Rest.
Can you imagine how freaking happy and proud of yourself you'll be tomorrow if you just keep busy and don't eat? The stomach growls so loud and that little tingly pain of emptiness. The fact that you're empty, you're not contained by any external shit. You know exactly what's in your body.
Look at this bitch eating food again. Disgusting. Did you even do anything productive today? You don’t deserve to eat, fatass. You’re just wasting food. Come back when you’ve actually done something productive for once in your life.
this is how to be a girlboss
gonna try to stick to this starting today 🤞🦋
My b-day is march 31st so I have to get back on track until then and at least get back to my lw / my current gw.
After I finish this I will do a few other diets as well.
Wish me luck 🍀
having an ed and not even being skinny is honestly so embarrassing