the worlds first masochist narcissist has just interrupted bdsm roleplay after realizing they're actually really pissed off at the idea of someone else being in control
BPD culture is your FP making you feel physically ill.
can everyone be nice to me forever
bpd culture is being kind of okay for a period of time and wondering if you even have bpd and then having an extremely bad episode
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Bpd related question:
(Ik I'm sorry, I should stop asking but...)
Can you please list bpd symptoms? Because I want to write that tracker but I forgot like half of the things which are bpd criteria and which are things everyone is experiencing...
Thank you (and sorry for bothering you)
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Sure thing, no need to apologize, you aren't bothering us!! /g
Idolizing/devaluing
Splitting
Black & white thinking
Dissociation
Paranoia or delusions
SH and related things (i think that mental self harm counts too) (i.e., replaying bad memories to upset yourself, purposely triggering yourself, etc.)
Impulsive or reckless behavior
Mood swings
Chronic emptiness & boredom
Extreme anger
Inherent sense that you're "bad" or "evil"
Those are some of the main ones i think are both worth tracking and can be relatively easier to track as opposed to other symptoms. I hope this helps some :0!!!
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BPD culture is crying your eyes out at 1am because you can't understand why it feels like everyone around you hates you or why you feel like a terrible person even though everyone around you says you aren't.
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wouldn’t it be cool if i could just ask “hey do you still like me” without literally wanting to eat my own organs out of shame
BPD culture is feeling too sad to eat :(
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bpd culture is just go ahead and tell me right in the face that i'm annoying. dont act like youre alright talking to me. you probably talk shit about me behind my back, saying that i'm so fucking annoying and humiliating and disgusting.
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bpd culture is crying all the time because you will never be loved the same way you love others. crying because you are constantly being torn apart by the violence of your own love
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