BPD Culture Is Feeling Too Sad To Eat :(

BPD culture is your FP making you feel physically ill.

Autistic BPD culture is seeing a character in a tv show/movie that you are obsessed with, and getting so overwhelmed by the emotions you feel when you see them that it triggers a meltdown (just happened)

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The bpd urge to just cut everyone off because they hate you and you hate them.

i have tourettes where I say sudden funny things but never any slurs because I am good boy 😇 I have OCD but not the one that makes me really concerned about piss and shit but the movie one that makes me line things up properly nice and neat because I am a good boy 😇 I have bipolar but not the one that makes me act embarrassingly in public because I am on the highest point of a downward curving emotional pendulum swing, but the one that makes me creative af via safely utilizing my tendency towards extreme emotions in my art (because I am a good boy 😇) I have autism but it's the one like from the movies where I'm good at math or being a detective, and not the one that makes other people hate me so bad they want to kill me because I am annoying to them. because I am a good boy 😇 I have schizophrenia too but I also don't, because somehow in the cultural lexicon no one who has schizophrenia is a good boy and there is rarely a stylistic bullshit depiction of the condition, but I'm still a good boy 😇 society knows this. society knows this.

BPD culture is getting a dry message from someone and thinking "Am I being annoying again?" or "I should shut the fuck up"

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ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

bpd culture is just go ahead and tell me right in the face that i'm annoying. dont act like youre alright talking to me. you probably talk shit about me behind my back, saying that i'm so fucking annoying and humiliating and disgusting.

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bpd culture is calling for your partner and they respond in a weird tone that you perceive as negative so you just say nevermind

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Borderline culture is drowning in guilt, but not really wanting to change because you believe it's penance for hurting people

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bpd culture is asking your fp ‘do you still like me’ or ‘are you okay’ for the fifth time

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