ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.
BPD culture is life always being too much. Your old friends want you dead because you had the fucking AUDACITY to experience symptoms you WARNED THEM ABOUT??? You absolute piece of shit, how could you react violently to trauma? And itβs a cycle. It keeps fucking happening. Over and over again. And nobody will ever stand up for you.
I'm sorry OP :(
Bpd culture is having too much love and care inside you and not knowing how to distribute any of it so you give it all to one person and get sad when they don't care about you as much as you care about them.
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BPD culture is your FP making you feel physically ill.
OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.
as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag
this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun
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BPD culture is getting a dry message from someone and thinking "Am I being annoying again?" or "I should shut the fuck up"
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i have tourettes where I say sudden funny things but never any slurs because I am good boy π I have OCD but not the one that makes me really concerned about piss and shit but the movie one that makes me line things up properly nice and neat because I am a good boy π I have bipolar but not the one that makes me act embarrassingly in public because I am on the highest point of a downward curving emotional pendulum swing, but the one that makes me creative af via safely utilizing my tendency towards extreme emotions in my art (because I am a good boy π) I have autism but it's the one like from the movies where I'm good at math or being a detective, and not the one that makes other people hate me so bad they want to kill me because I am annoying to them. because I am a good boy π I have schizophrenia too but I also don't, because somehow in the cultural lexicon no one who has schizophrenia is a good boy and there is rarely a stylistic bullshit depiction of the condition, but I'm still a good boy π society knows this. society knows this.
They should make a "are you mad at me" that is taken neutrally and informationally every time and doesn't make everything worse when you ask it
bpd culture is getting annoyed when someone tells you to not do the things that make you feel like a bad person. like you think I can control it?
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