Latest Posts by star-struck-withantlers - Page 5
The way my face dropped at that ahahaha
“I’m having his baby…no I’m not but you should see your faces”
TAYLOR THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT
Hear Me
A poem about being the scapegoat of a narcissistic mother
You say "I'll do better"
We say "I believe you"
You say "I'm trying my best"
We say "I believe you."
You say "I'm doing better this time."
We say "I believe you."
You say "I'm going through alot right now."
They say "we believe you."
I say "I know, me too."
You say "were a team"
We say "I believe you"
You say "it's not my fault."
They say "I believe you."
I say "it's not ours either."
You say "yous aren't making it any easier."
They say "I'm sorry"
I say "it's not any easier on us."
You say "You don't know what it's like."
They say "I'm sorry."
I say "but I do."
You say "Leave it, it makes me feel better."
They say "I'm sorry."
I say "I don't want to pick up the pieces again."
You say "I don't see you dad's helping us."
They say "We hate them."
I say "You taught us to lie to him, he doesn't know how bad its gotten."
You say "Everyone's against us."
They say "we hate them."
I say "for good reason.
Then we argue. We argue. And we argue again.
You say "If you hate it here so much, go live with your dads."
They say "no, we hate them."
I say "fine." I pack my bags.
We argue a last time...
You say "your being dramatic. Just come home."
I say "I'm done."
Now, we haven't spoken in a year.
You say "Your sister hates me."
They say "we hate her."
What I say doesn't matter, cause you don't let them hear me.
Sorry imma trauma dump a little here. Feel free to not read this, I just need to get it out.
I don't know how people do not realise how mental unhealthy it can be to allow a child to grow up in a home with a narcissistic parent. I grew up with two siblings (one younger, one older) and a narcissistic single mum. I was the scape goat. My sisters are both golden children.
I will never fully recover from the emotional abuse and trauma I was put through as a child, from a very young age but it got so much worse in recent years. I have now escaped the house and my mum, I haven't spoken to her in a year now after years of forgiving her time after time when she promised to change only to go back to the same ways after a few weeks. Due to this, my sisters now want nothing to do with me due to them still being stuck with her manipulations
Narcissism is an illness. If you think you might have it, please get help. And if you think your parent may have it, please feel free to message me or do some research. I promise you there is help out there and you are worth so much more that you believe.
Due to current life events, I relate to sirius black so much. If I see one more person blaming him for leaving reg behind I will loose my shit
I have never related to a lyric more than I have to "your just a stranger I know everything about"
pls pls pls pls stop tagging the wlw marauders ships in your mlm fics unless they're actually going to be related to the plot. its so upsetting having to go onto their tag and scrolling through a sea of jegulus and wolfstar centred fics. as much as i love them, why cant you make this easier for those who want to read wlw?
The cookie dough fandom is dying reblog if you like it wet and raw
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About to start Choices. Pray for me.
DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT
This is the fucking reason for my disorder
He so does
Guys you have it all wrong, it’s REGULUS that has the antler hip tattoos that frame JAMES’ head when he’s on his knees in front of him.
Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box
Always
Swotulus mode 😭😭😭
the hc in the fic I’m writing is that Regulus finds the weirdest things super interesting and after being quiet for five hours he goes on rants about them for at least thirty minutes
James thinks it’s adorable
Sirius calls it the Swotulus Mode
This is prefection
All three generations 🤍
Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers
Reblog to give Regulus Black a hug.
(all hugs collected will be given to Regulus by James)
it seems that everyone i’m friends with is better friends with someone else and that really fucking sucks
Reblog this if you think a trans person is their identified gender even without surgeries
I need to prove a point to my stepdad. This is absolute bullshit.
So if you think a trans man can be a man without a penis or a trans woman can be a woman without a vagina, please reblogged.
It's named sirius and he loves his hair
James had a pet hedgehog that he spoiled so much that it had a whole room of the potter manor to itself.
Happy mothers day to the best three mothers in the world, Euphemia Potter, Minnie Mcgonagall and Sarah Nelson
(Also can't forget James, second mother of the maruaders)
Atleast once a day...
Reblog and like cause I'm indecisive
reblog for jegulus, like for wolfstar
this is for science smh