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shameonskadi

skadi

oasis enjoyer and incest enjoyer / she / 21

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shameonskadi
1 week ago

noel being a little weirdo <3

shameonskadi
1 week ago

I want to make a really weird personality quiz that tells you if you've got Liam or Noel energy, but instead of basic stuff like “do you prefer cats or dogs” or “what’s your favourite instrument" the questions would be more like:

Would you rather be devoured by your own creation or starve worshipping someone else's? Would you rather be the knife or the hand that holds it? Do you trust the echo more than the original sound? Is nostalgia a form of devotion or decay?

You know. That kind of vibe.

Who wants it?


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shameonskadi
1 week ago

Elton John's Rocket Hour 2017. Noel was so happy here. He GIGGLES like a kid. He's practically melting and you can hear it... 🥹😭


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shameonskadi
1 week ago

the gcest haters do be talking about gcest more than the gcest enjoyers

shameonskadi
1 week ago

there she blows!


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shameonskadi
1 week ago
Something In Me Refuses To Believe This Is Actually Her But This Is Still Lowkey Sad 😵‍💫
Something In Me Refuses To Believe This Is Actually Her But This Is Still Lowkey Sad 😵‍💫

something in me refuses to believe this is actually her but this is still lowkey sad 😵‍💫

shameonskadi
1 week ago

Oasis must have a collective kink about how little content they give us and how happy we still all are with the crumbs of content we are getting. They get off on that. No new album, no interviews, no statement, no videos together, expensive tickets, stressful way to get them. Yet still everything sold out. Yet still everyone obsessed.


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shameonskadi
1 week ago

that mini panic attack i have every time i like or even worse reblog some post about oasis and then see that it is NOT by one of my moots and it is NOT tagged #gcest or #gallaghercest but only #oasis #liamgallagher #noelgallagher because they'll click on my profile and see i'm one of the freaks they're so scared of </333


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shameonskadi
1 week ago

BLOCK THEM BLOCK THEM BLOCK THEMMMMM

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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

Ngl, that user on twt kinda give off "trying too hard" about getting a reply from Liam. Feels like she's getting way too comfortable, "scolding" him and shit like.. girl

Yeah she's annoying. I hate it when fans talk to Liam like he's their bestie but at the same time somehow manage to be really rude

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

do you have any books/papers/manuals that your teachers might be using as source to teach that class about fraternal incest? or can you share the class syllabus or something like that?

Hi! We haven't worked with any books or papers but my professor mentioned some interesting things to read, the only one I remember right now is:

Taking Sibling Incest Seriously - Michael J.O'Brien (Hope I got the name right!)

Maybe you can find that online. I'm sure we'll work with some books in the upcoming lessons, then I can defo share them :)


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
He’s So Fucking Hot
He’s So Fucking Hot
He’s So Fucking Hot

he’s so fucking hot

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

You always been like this or did you get the grabby hands as a toddler

Not YOU again😭


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

life is sooo much more fun when you start letting yourself believe that "spiritual stuff" is a euphemism for sex with noel.

Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism
Life Is Sooo Much More Fun When You Start Letting Yourself Believe That "spiritual Stuff" Is A Euphemism

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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

woke up to learn that the q awards tackle hug is not in fact a tackle hug but Liam miming fucking Noel on stage oh my god. my life is awesome

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
When The Normies Are Getting It

When the normies are getting it

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
Nature Is Healing

Nature is healing

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

fighting the autistic urge to change my name here to my irl nickname nola cause it sounds a bit like noel and i'm so obsessed with him i want to be him .......... 💔


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

If you follow me and we're not moots cause i don't follow you back literally tell me. I want to be friends with everyone

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

Hi I really enjoyed reading your notes, there are not many out there that can draw a direct correlation with gcest and personally is the most interesting part about them.

Firm believer of the emotional incest of the 2 and the one that make a much stronger and toxic relationship as well. So yeah hopefully we can hear from you more often x

Hi! right, I find it so so interesting and it makes me happy that other people out there feel the same way. Yes, emotional incest definitely. Everything else you can believe in or not believe in, we‘ll never know but I think emotional incest is absolutely obvious with these two. It‘s not a normal sibling relationship, it‘s just not. I honestly think even Noel and Liam would agree that it‘s emotional incest if someone properly explained the meaning to them. I mean they wouldn‘t admit to agreeing (Maybe Liam would, honestly who knows with him) but it is crystal clear to me lol.

I‘ll upload more as soon as I learn more and get around to translating it again xxx


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

I’m gonna eat your handwriting it is so juicy ans delicious

NAW I hope it‘s yummy anon xxx

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

Just read your lecture notes. Such a sad topic. It's so sad to think about.

Also reminds me of when Liam was sexually harassing that airline stewardess and Noel was like "can't be sexual harassment. he does that to me all the time."

Especially since I sometimes think that the boys may have experienced some sexual abuse from adult males in their life....

Yeah, it is a really sad topic and while in a way i‘m super excited to learn more and draw more parallels, i‘m also really scared of what it makes me think. Cause just like you, I think that Noel and Liam experienced SA, there‘s just too many strange quotes. Like the one Liam quote where he says: „men and religion broke me“, the constant back and forth and contradicting info on weither or not Liam got hurt too („he never touched Liam“ and „Noel got it the worst“ and „My father especially hurt me a lot“ are all very, very different things). We also have Noel downplaying all the abuse he suffered and trying to normalize it („It was a different time, others had it worse“) and and and.

I hope I‘m wrong but also coming from personal experience with the topic it would explain a lot. I’ve actually had a draft about the stuff in their life that makes me believe they suffered some sort of SA for ageeees and am too afraid to post it cause i don‘t know what other people‘s opinions on this are, and because it is a very dark and sensitiv topic overall. But I mean, now I‘m posting about it too, so…

I didn‘t actually know that Noel quote about Liam „doing that to him all the time“! But oh wow. Classic Noel behaviour we‘ve got here. I find it so interesting how Noel on the one hand seems to be much more careful than Liam when it comes to their relationship (He lied multiple times trying to make their relationship sound worse or less close on the Matt Morgan podcast … like when he lied about never having given Liam birthday presents - And is also just not on twitter calling Liam stuff like GOD, you know), but on the other hand he seems to always want to show off how twisted their relationship is?? I‘m not sure how to explain it but he said lots of things that don‘t particularly make him and Liam seem normal. Like all the „mindgames“/„I play him like a slightly used card deck“ stuff he said about himself, and the „Liam is obsessed and in love with me“-narrative for Liam, where your quote fits in perfectly.

Thanks anon for sharing your thoughts and that quote xxx


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
She's So Pretty And Her Girl Too

She's so pretty and her girl too

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago

My inbox is so full since i posted my lecture notes y'all seem to be starving for the gcest bible. Thanks soo much. Look forward to talking to you all when i'm home (≧◡≦) ♡

shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
Since People Were Asking For My Notes From The "Attachment And Boundary Collapse In Sibling Incest"-Seminar
Since People Were Asking For My Notes From The "Attachment And Boundary Collapse In Sibling Incest"-Seminar
Since People Were Asking For My Notes From The "Attachment And Boundary Collapse In Sibling Incest"-Seminar

Since people were asking for my notes from the "Attachment and Boundary Collapse in Sibling Incest"-Seminar that I can NOT believe i'm actually taking this semester (Am I in Gallaghercest school???), here are some of my notes from the first two weeks. There's more, it just takes ages to translate it, but if anyone is interested I can post more.

Feel like I also need to point out some parts that absolutely wrecked me, because they feel so Noel and Liam coded to me. Here you go:

-Not always inltiated by one clearly dominant party - this complicates blame but not harm.

-Initiating sibling may turn into safe place for the victim, groomed mentality. Grooming can occur subconsciously influenced by learned behaviour, modelling abuse.

-Survivors often report a deep shame and the need to repress it - not address it. Extremely vague choice of words when talking about their childhood experiences.

-Most come to terms with it but don't seek justice, feeling shame or the need to protect their sibling.

-Childhood incest -> Adult incest where both parties now consent - who decides where manipulation and grooming begins and ends? The phenomenon of "getting used to it" and "growing to like it".

-He really loves her but thinks this is the way you show love. She really loves him so she doesn't fight it.

-Sister never stops seeing her brother as her safe person because he was her first admirer. (little note: this killed me. I'm sobbing and shaking)

-Brother may later express awareness that it was wrong and try to keep his distance to his sister. She misses him but thrives in her personal life for the first time.

-If incest is the only consistent form of closeness or attention it may become scripted into their relational behaviour.

-Impact on Attachment Styles:

-Older Sibling: Risk of emotional isolation, "walls up", torn between wanting closeness and not trusting himself or others.

-Younger sibling: Struggles with commitment, trust and boundaries, may carry ambivalent feelings torwards their sibling (loyalty and love and betrayal and anger).

If this has grammar or spelling mistakes I'm sorry, oops. That's it for now (*≧▽≦) We're writing the academic, psychological gcest bible, just wait until I have to write an essay at the end of the semester... lol.


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
Scrolling Through Oasistwt Takes Years Off My Life. Years.
Scrolling Through Oasistwt Takes Years Off My Life. Years.
Scrolling Through Oasistwt Takes Years Off My Life. Years.

scrolling through oasistwt takes years off my life. years.


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shameonskadi
2 weeks ago
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996
Liam Gallagher Looking Like An Absolute Angel - Loch Lomond 1996

Liam Gallagher looking like an absolute angel - Loch Lomond 1996

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