The Cure - Just Like Heaven 

Quarantine games with Helga : floor is lava

Oml 🤣🤣🤣

Felt

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

now I’m just getting super hungry. I can’t even go 12 hrs with out eating a meal. At this point I’m considering sleeping through the hunger.

tried to fast today. 16 hours in, the room started spinning and i felt extremely nauseous and weak. when i tried to eat, my body rejected it. i cant fast like i used to, in fact I cant fast at all anymore. i’ve gotten to a point where every time that i try to, it feels like i’m dying.

listen to your body. be careful with your body. nourish your body.

Workout Routine 💫

Warm-up

💢2min running in place

💢50 jumping jacks

Stomache

🌹30 second plank

🌹20 second side plank

🌹30 bycicle crunches

🌹25 side scrunches

🌹25 hip raises

🌹30 pushups

Booty/Legs

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 tippy toes

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 hip raises

💧50 squats

💧1min wall sit

Cardio

🔥100 jumping jacks

🔥2min running in place

🔥100 jumping jacks

(do that every night)

Daily Stuff

Each morning: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

20 crunches

Before weightin: 30 tippy toes

Using the bathroom: 20 squats

Before eating: 10 situps (repeat after meal) 30 crunches

Before going out: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

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exactly!!!

me 🤍🤍

felt✨

honestly the feeling of fullness is so much worse than hunger pains