Oml 🤣🤣🤣

NSFW (Nirasawa Shall Forever Withstand) cover to SMH Magazine, Vol. 12, 1998.

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Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.

reblogging again bc so fucking true

this🙈

I love being hungry.

I feel so powerful with that warm feeling in my stomach. The occasional grumbling sounds are so euphoric.

Holding a hot bowl of green tea while I walk down the stairs to go drink it in my room, alone. Those are the best moments. The moments when I feel it working.

I feel so organized in these moments. I’m in control and I can take over the world. So focused and aligned it’s scary. I don’t know what I would do without you Ana.

My efforts are not in vain. I’ll prove it.

I wanna post on my Instagram more because I know I can make that shit pop off. dope alt girl energy. but I hate the way my body looks so much right now.

I have to get my mental in order

Say less, homie

holidays are over. time for me to stop being a fat pig and get shit together