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i miss being skinny

it doesn’t matter if you are maintaining, at least you are trying. If you give up you will lose everything and you will gain everything back

omad doesn’t work. my ortho brain gets nutrition anxiety. I have a set amount of fruits and vegetables, I have to eat within a day and if I eat it all in one meal I’m going to explode. I just have to break it up.

emptiness is pure, starvation is the cure.

i’m back pretties

new semester and i’m back in my ana-ortho era. it’s going great so far. brought a shit ton of protein stuff and plants. 2023 starting strong. gonna do high res cuz i have too many classes.

very much gonna be living my studious gothic cyber punk princess life all of January

exactly!!!

me 🤍🤍

holidays are over. time for me to stop being a fat pig and get shit together

immediately

she’s who i want to be

twitter ate up my account. FATTY

my god, edtwt can’t let ppl be anorexic in peace

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

meanspo literally the funniest shit ever lmfaooo call me a pig again and i will beat you the fuck up

篠山 紀信

Accidents Series 13: 宝生 舞 + 篠山 紀信  (1999)

Winona Ryder, 1990.

the worst thing is when you see yourself losing the weight but every time you think it’s a fluke and you add 3 more pounds for good measure. I just can’t ever believe it. I just can’t ever believe myself.

540CAL VS 540CAL Stop eating empty calories!!!

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

insta thinspo: @barbieghoul

Skinny Puppy - First Aid

Felt✨

i feel like i self-sabotage losing weight because i’m scared once i get to my goal weight nothing will change

Eating Disorder Recovery Websites

1) http://eatingdisorderrecovery.com/index.php/home - Features a free eating disorder recovery workbook that helps you manage eating disorder symptoms. Includes blogs to help inspire eating disorder recovery. Allows visitors to post and discuss problems and questions in a forum that is monitored.

2) http://www.recoveryboat.com/ - A website that offers peer support for eating disorder recovery. This site includes a forum for those struggling. It also provides basic information about eating disorders for those suffering and those supporting a loved one who is suffering. Lastly, it provides some therapy exercises that can help overcome eating disorder behaviours and symptoms.

3)      http://www.something-fishy.org/ - An all exclusive website that provides a treatment finder, forums, eating disorder information, hotlines, and more. This site even includes resources for books and self-help worksheets to help combat eating disorder symptoms and behaviours.

4) http://www.webiteback.com/ - A pro-recovery website that exists to help others overcome their eating disorder and to combat pro-ana websites. This site provides a forum for users to post on to get advice and share struggles of their eating disorder. This site also provides an extensive resource list for those struggling.

5)  http://www.nedic.ca/index.shtml – The National Eating Disorder Information Centre. This website features all you need to know about eating disorders. It has a resource library that includes links on where to get help. NEDIC runs public service announcements and campaigns that you can get involved with in your own community.

6) http://www.eatingdisordersblogs.com/ - This site is a compilation of blogs written by different people to help inspire you to overcome your eating disorder. You can find blogs written by Doris Smeltzer, Karen Koenig, and even Jenni Schaefer. These blogs provide information on eating disorders, skills you can use to recover, and resources you can access.

7) http://www.mirror-mirror.org/ - This is a site dedicated to help promote awareness for eating disorders. It helps to educate about the dangers of eating disorders. It also has links to resources on getting support for your eating disorder. It provides information on relapses and has a relapse prevention plan. It gives a lot of ideas on coping skills to deal with the hard emotions you feel instead of using eating disorder symptoms.

8) http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/ - This website is dedicated to advocacy for eating disorder recovery. It provides resources to help teach about what eating disorders really look like. This site provides resources for recovery as well. This is the organization that holds the National Eating Disorder Awareness Week, held at the end of February. This site provides stories of hope that encourages others to seek out recovery.

9) http://eatingdisorderscoalition.org/ - Advocacy at its best! This site is your guide to help get legislators and representatives to hear your voice and get legal action for eating disorder help and recovery. You can find facts and information about eating disorders on this site. You can learn how you can advocate and lobby for eating disorder recovery at the federal and state level.

10) http://www.mentorconnect-ed.org/ - A website that pairs mentors and mentees together to help support those in eating disorder recovery. The purpose is to pair those who have been in recovery and those who are struggling with an eating disorder to share experiences, provide guidance and to help each other through the journey of recovery. 

NSFW (Nirasawa Shall Forever Withstand) cover to SMH Magazine, Vol. 12, 1998.

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