Bauhaus- Ziggy Stardust

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i hate myself so much that i feel like i'm going crazy and the thought of my physical existence makes me want to die so badly it hurts

The Fine Print Cover Story: Neva Wireko (2019)

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

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Felt

gaining weight SUCKS and i want to CRY and also eat everything in the kitchen but i also want to starve but i also want to eat normally but i also want to exercise but i also want to purge but i also just want to enjoy life ugH

Quarantine games with Helga : floor is lava

i miss being skinny

Mfw my mom throws away the packaging before I can read the nutrition label