Tell me about it-
i hate myself so much that i feel like i'm going crazy and the thought of my physical existence makes me want to die so badly it hurts
felt✨
losing interest at everything because you're sad is the worst feeling
im doing it so i can pull off the preppy pinterest girl style
I love being hungry.
I feel so powerful with that warm feeling in my stomach. The occasional grumbling sounds are so euphoric.
Holding a hot bowl of green tea while I walk down the stairs to go drink it in my room, alone. Those are the best moments. The moments when I feel it working.
I feel so organized in these moments. I’m in control and I can take over the world. So focused and aligned it’s scary. I don’t know what I would do without you Ana.
My efforts are not in vain. I’ll prove it.
my god, edtwt can’t let ppl be anorexic in peace
My Bloody Valentine - Lose My Breath
it doesn’t matter if you are maintaining, at least you are trying. If you give up you will lose everything and you will gain everything back