Holidays Are Over. Time For Me To Stop Being A Fat Pig And Get Shit Together

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omad doesn’t work. my ortho brain gets nutrition anxiety. I have a set amount of fruits and vegetables, I have to eat within a day and if I eat it all in one meal I’m going to explode. I just have to break it up.

now I’m just getting super hungry. I can’t even go 12 hrs with out eating a meal. At this point I’m considering sleeping through the hunger.

tried to fast today. 16 hours in, the room started spinning and i felt extremely nauseous and weak. when i tried to eat, my body rejected it. i cant fast like i used to, in fact I cant fast at all anymore. i’ve gotten to a point where every time that i try to, it feels like i’m dying.

listen to your body. be careful with your body. nourish your body.

exactly!!!

me 🤍🤍

tbh I do not like soft drinks like coke but I might try this. It might help me with my sugar cravings and it’s 0 cal

People with eating disorders when they finally move out and do their own food shopping

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“And all I loved, I loved alone.”

— Edgar Allan Poe

it doesn’t matter if you are maintaining, at least you are trying. If you give up you will lose everything and you will gain everything back