Weekend Was Just Awesome, And I Sort Of Made Peace With Myself. I Found Out I Could Be Strong But It

I get emotional with this one, he truly is my everything. I had mixed feelings that day but now I understand it all. It is still hard to believe at least one good thing has happened to me.

Why does every single thing that brings me happiness got to end? I’m just so over - S

Thinking about ending my life , but I can’t leave my cat alone

I think I have never cried that much with a movie since Everything Everywhere All At Once , I’m so serious Guardians of the Galaxy is an emotional roller coaster and that is the straightest thing I have ever said haha

This weekend was great, I almost forgot how bad I felt a month ago but I’m still fighting with the idea of being alone sometimes -S

Ask me anything 😊

HELP. chat i found another funny sea creature sex image

WHY IS HE WATCHING THEM LIKE THAT !!!!

So people just post stuff about their trips and justify themselves by using the word of money and its presence in our decisions. Oh yeah I’m in deepshit haha but seriously what do they even do afterwards , do they expect us to react with ‘oh no he’s traveling and I’m not so I will just hate him forever and delete my dreams for all I care’ well that’s what I’d do or what I’ve done , all naturally of course …harvested in the worst of childhoods

Three photos in three different cities …Venezia was wet and not that good, Pisa was nice and Florence was stinky …-Sænger

I think I was meant to feel like this trip was in my control , like if I had any idea of what I was doing but I just get so disassociated from everything. Nothing felt in my control other than my mind and that’s the last place I’d rather be . I hate being the subject of a fantasy I’m not aware of , I hate when people expect me to feel or react a certain way . I hate when I don’t feel the way I expect to feel. It’s just all wrong , and the worst thing is…even going to that beautiful country I still feel terrible and I doubt it changed my life . It was just a reminder , everything is just a reminder

Everything is a reminder , you’re a disappointment, you’re an embarrassment, you’re a watcher , you’re an angel - Sadly still Sænger