I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing

I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing
I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing
I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing
I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing
I Think I Was Meant To Feel Like This Trip Was In My Control , Like If I Had Any Idea Of What I Was Doing

I think I was meant to feel like this trip was in my control , like if I had any idea of what I was doing but I just get so disassociated from everything. Nothing felt in my control other than my mind and that’s the last place I’d rather be . I hate being the subject of a fantasy I’m not aware of , I hate when people expect me to feel or react a certain way . I hate when I don’t feel the way I expect to feel. It’s just all wrong , and the worst thing is…even going to that beautiful country I still feel terrible and I doubt it changed my life . It was just a reminder , everything is just a reminder

Everything is a reminder , you’re a disappointment, you’re an embarrassment, you’re a watcher , you’re an angel - Sadly still Sænger

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I Think I Have Never Cried That Much With A Movie Since Everything Everywhere All At Once , I’m So
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I just had one of the lamest Sundays ever and all I want to do is to go back in time one month ago and enjoy my favorite trip ever . And tbh I had the greatest sea food I have ever eaten in my entire life.

And as a note, we crossed the entire city by bike. My semi beach body suffered but my stomach stood still

- S

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