Sandersawyer - Sænger

I was recently in Europe…and by that I mean I went to Europe last December. And I wish I could say that in a better and less confusing sense but now I feel different, like if it didn’t matter at all . I know it’s supposed to feel like it was the greatest trip of my life but I just didn’t allow myself to feel so. I know I’m wrong but at least I met new places I guess. I don’t think I’m returning anytime soon

Feels nice to post again. I’ve officially moved on from social media (this place doesn’t feel like it anymore) and getting a low profile life now - officially Sænger

Thinking about ending my life , but I can’t leave my cat alone

So people just post stuff about their trips and justify themselves by using the word of money and its presence in our decisions. Oh yeah I’m in deepshit haha but seriously what do they even do afterwards , do they expect us to react with ‘oh no he’s traveling and I’m not so I will just hate him forever and delete my dreams for all I care’ well that’s what I’d do or what I’ve done , all naturally of course …harvested in the worst of childhoods

Three photos in three different cities …Venezia was wet and not that good, Pisa was nice and Florence was stinky …-Sænger

Saturdays have a special meaning to me, they used to feel empty, so dark and hollow I never thought someone would fill it with so much joy and love.

He would tell you he is not perfect or talented, obviously it is not the case. He is that and so much more. Trust the process, your masterpiece awaits -S

Ask me anything 😊

So much life in a place I now consider dead to me, first picture taken with this phone. Never thought I’d have one of these. It’s true it gives people power somehow.

I’ve lost safe spaces in this life, I don’t have to tell her anything. Maybe I’d just try it again? - S

Weekend was just awesome, and I sort of made peace with myself. I found out I could be strong but it still in process. Oh my, how come someone so perfect entered my life?

He’s given me the chance to genuinely feel alive, I’ve never lived so much, and I want more. I will always want more -S