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So often we hear about how mental illness/neurodivergency makes people interesting, but here’s a shoutout to the people whose mental illness makes them boring.
Systems who dress at a middle ground of everyone’s style because dressing differently depending on who’s fronting may arouse suspicion. Systems who talk, write, and text the same regardless of who’s fronting for the same reason. System members who can’t do the things they want to do because their system only has the time and resources for so many hobbies.
People with OCD who spend so much time doing compulsions that they don’t have time for the things they want to do. People whose compulsions are mental so no one knows that they’re struggling. People who can’t do certain things because they would trigger them to the point that they couldn’t function.
People with OCPD who are told that they’re too ridged or not spontaneous enough. People whose entire personality, including hobbies and the things they like, are part of their disorder.
Autistic people who dress to avoid sensory bads. People who only eat a few foods. People who can’t go out and socialize.
Really just anyone with so much going on inside their head that they don’t have time for anything else. People who aren’t even capable of being on tumblr or any social media.
Neurodivergency isn’t always something that fits an aesthetic or makes people interesting. Some of us are just focused on surviving. Our symptoms aren’t something to be consumed by others. They’re personal. In the age of the internet it can seem like everyone is always performing, but I promise it is okay to just look after your mental health.
If anyone wants to add on with more mental illnesses/neurodivergencies please do!
Oh, you're gay?
What's your favourite "welcome" then?
There's a few things you can do
1. Put it under a beanie or hoodie cover, jut out only some of the hair
2. Cut it yourself if you can, and you know it's safe to
3. Look at inspiration of men with ponytails and man buns to shift your dysphoria into euphoria, try men long hair hairstyles on youtube
about a year ago my mom let me cut my hair to whatever length i wanted because i let her get me therapy or soemtjing and j got it to an awesome pixie cut!! but it’s grown out to my shoulders now and its givin me some major dysphoria and i’m too scared to convince my parents to get it cut again. and no, i haven’t come out to them. i’ve been giving them hints, though.
anyways, basically want i wanted to ask is should i cut it myself? or should i just like— suck it up??? putting it in ponytails doesn’t help with the dysphoria
shout out to ace and aro kids who are constantly bombarded with the opinion that sex and romantic love are directly connected to living a happy life.
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FEM: https://picrew.me/image_maker/1180183
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NON-HUMAN:
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LGBTQIAP2+/MOGAI PRIDE:
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AESTHETICS:
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It kinda scares me because im scared that if I find the compulsion tiring then Im just faking my anxiety and I secretly wish I could indulge in the thought. Which idk do I??? Sometimes my brain tells me I want the thoughts BECAUSE im resisting them with such difficulty, a normal person can remove violent and sexual thoughts and I cant.
you are not a collection of your worst thoughts. you are the self control you demonstrate every time you turn your back on those thoughts, the beauty of defying nature.
Come get this dick-fil-a
i try to be as kind as possible as often as i can, but i’m so worried that deep down i must be ‘faking’ it.
like, am i really just an awful person who’s putting up a façade? and if i am, why? for what? love? safety? survival? my ego? am i just tricking people into thinking i’m a good person? i don’t know which parts of me are real and which ones aren’t and it terrifies me!
Me: I'm not gonna do my compulsion. What's the worst that can happen?
My intrusive thoughts:
I always feel so guilty after I ruminate on an intrusive thought. I know the thought itself is intrusive but I feel like a bad person for even thiking about it and trying to disprove it. I feel like I can’t trust what I tell myself.
So I’ve been lurking for the past few years for various reasons but I think I’m ready to blog openly again. Please like or reblog if you’re in any of my current fandoms!
Devilman
Helluva Boss
Hetalia
Jurassic World: Camp Cretaceous
Lilo & Stitch
South Park
SP Bunny (my OTP)
Star Trek TOS
Steven Universe
source
so are you trying to kill me (derogatory) or are you trying to kill me (romantic)
A new friend!!
Yes, people with OCD are often preoccupied with fear, order and the pursuit of perfection. But please understand that the above is just the tip of the ice burg. Ocd can also look like intense shame, self-loathing and the worst of the worst…guilt. OCD forges a deep and habitual mistrust of one’s true intentions and causes to feelings of unworthiness. I have felt unworthy of my friends, family, self compassion and in the darkest times, of life. So if somebody tells you they have Ocd please don’t assume what that means based on stereotypes. OCD is not a quirk; it is a serious and debilitating illness.
IT’S ME, SPAMTON G. SPAMTON!
me @ me
🕊 A stimboard for angelkins 🕊
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harold, they’re lesbians
people are gay, steven
i’m a lesbian, carl
don’t be a transphobe, chad
we support the gays, david
i’m not jealous, flavio. i’m gay
The uh ,,
The wing ?tutorial? Featuring many examples and little to no explanation
babygirl, i’ve got compulsions for things you don’t even think twice about
intrusive thoughts