Feeling Nothing And Everything At The Same Time Every Day For Years Is Really Exhausting Sometimes, Wish

Stopped taking my antidepressants and now I'm convinced all my friends hate me, that I'm dumb and also just not worth of existing 😀

— Transmasc Early Teen Age Dreamer 🎮

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Tagging @bunnelbaby for archive purposes

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

It's not that i don't love you.

It's about the way that i never knew what fatherly love was even tho he was always there in my life, it's the fact that the first memory i have is of me crying because i was in pain and hiding it from my dad because even at 5 i knew better then to expect anything other then anger and disgust from him

It's not that i don't love you.

It's the summer that my first love, the boy i considered my brother and the only person to ever truly know me told me he didn't want to be friends anymore because i was too much to handle

It's not that i don't love you.

It's the fact that after meeting my dad the only way my mum could find happiness was in the bottom of a bottle

It's not that i don't love you.

It's about the way I've never felt truly worthy of love and happiness, it's about how the only way i can feel anything is thought a blade or a bottle or drugs

It's not that i don't love you, it's that i do

INSPIRED BY THE POEM "IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU" BY a-political-outcast

Ice cold takes from a Transgender Woman:

Not all Men are evil

Everyone has the capacity for evil

Transgender Men are men

Transgender Women are women

Excluding Cisgender Men from your spaces requires Transgender Men to out themselves if they want to engage (Same for Women)

Anyone can be Non-Binary, there is no "look" or requirement

Non-binary masculine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces, many are just treated as men and predators

Non-binary feminine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces without being seen as "Woman-Lite"

This is so shiz but uhh ye idrc

“you’re so mature for your age” thanks its the trauma

This would heal my soul

please can we make out faggot style in the corner of the theatre

my biggest red flag is that ive always romanticized what clive & maurice have

Starting to lose the motivation to do the things that i used to like again, haven't watched a new movie in months, i abandoned my book a couple weeks ago, music doesn't sound the same anymore, showering feels like a task instead of routine and most days are nothing days instead of good ones. Most of the time i can't feel anything. It's getting bad again