It's Not That I Don't Love You.
It's not that i don't love you.
It's about the way that i never knew what fatherly love was even tho he was always there in my life, it's the fact that the first memory i have is of me crying because i was in pain and hiding it from my dad because even at 5 i knew better then to expect anything other then anger and disgust from him
It's not that i don't love you.
It's the summer that my first love, the boy i considered my brother and the only person to ever truly know me told me he didn't want to be friends anymore because i was too much to handle
It's not that i don't love you.
It's the fact that after meeting my dad the only way my mum could find happiness was in the bottom of a bottle
It's not that i don't love you.
It's about the way I've never felt truly worthy of love and happiness, it's about how the only way i can feel anything is thought a blade or a bottle or drugs
It's not that i don't love you, it's that i do
INSPIRED BY THE POEM "IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU" BY a-political-outcast
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