Starting to lose the motivation to do the things that i used to like again, haven't watched a new movie in months, i abandoned my book a couple weeks ago, music doesn't sound the same anymore, showering feels like a task instead of routine and most days are nothing days instead of good ones. Most of the time i can't feel anything. It's getting bad again
Kidnapper: we have your son.
Hotch: but my son is with me right now.
Kidnapper: ..shit. then who is this? he asked to pour him 250 ml of chocolate milk because I quote “statistically-
Hotch: fuck they have Reid. BABY, HOLD ON I’M COMING!
Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone
I want someone to love me softly, I'm tired of the violent love, the kind of love that makes you feel dirty and unworthy. I'm tired of hearing my father's voice in the throat of anyone who expresses even the slightest bit of discontent or disapproval towards me. I want soft kisses and hugs and light touches and quiet understanding and light conversations that make you feel warm inside. I want to feel worthy for once, feel peace for once.
I have depression,adhd,dyscalculia and auditory possessing disorder, if it weren't for my friends and my better than average teachers i don't know how i would've survived school. It's hard having to make significantly more effort to do things other kids my age find easy to do and still feel like you're not doing your best , but now i realize that my best will never look like a neurotypical's best and that's ok. I'm different then most people so why should i try to act like I'm not ?
Why the fuck do i need to leave my room?
there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home
fav episode, emily & reid’s friendship >>>
how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on