Stopped taking my antidepressants and now I'm convinced all my friends hate me, that I'm dumb and also just not worth of existing ๐
Sometimes i look around my room and i get this deep feeling of gratefulness for my mum, she's always done everything that she can and more to make sure i have the things i want, she's my whole world and i love and appreciate her so much that it hurts sometimes
โyouโre so mature for your ageโ thanks its the trauma
this what i mean when i say boys night btw
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fav episode, emily & reidโs friendship >>>
Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone
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Tagging @bunnelbaby for archive purposes
One day you're excited for the future and the prospect of having a family and then the other you're struck with the knowledge that you're probably gonna end up an alcoholic stuck in an abusive relashionship just like you're mum was when she had you
Me every time i recommend a series or a movie to my friends
recommending a movie to someone like oh my god they're gonna hate it and i will be brought to the town square and stoned
I have depression,adhd,dyscalculia and auditory possessing disorder, if it weren't for my friends and my better than average teachers i don't know how i would've survived school. It's hard having to make significantly more effort to do things other kids my age find easy to do and still feel like you're not doing your best , but now i realize that my best will never look like a neurotypical's best and that's ok. I'm different then most people so why should i try to act like I'm not ?
Will i ever receive affection without having to ask for it? Will anyone ever love me without me having to beg for it?