i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.
it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.
cringe system culture is having multiple introjects from fanfictions (almost more so than just base source introjects)
Justice for fanfiction introjects, they deserve a lot of love ‼‼
Love to hear about systems who have some "cringe source" introjects, it show that everyone is different and unique and it makes them equal valid!
Love you alters with cringe sources >u<
fuck it, you know what? i want to be stuck in the middle of a love triangle right now
was crocheting ourselves a hat but then i bleached my hair and now suddenly i dont remember how to crochet
hate this disorder sm
i have so many pitt fics brewing and ready to go
but im sitting here just waiting for the final episode so i can truly be a menace and make it as chaotic and like canon as possible
robby has fun putting abbot through the ringer of “dirty old man” jokes for the way he’s drooling over mohan until abbot nods across the room to where langdon is staring at robby biting his lip and everything and immediately tries to look busy when robby notices him. then robby doesn’t think it’s that funny anymore
sometimes your relationship is actually just a situationship/fwbs situation with your ex, his new fwb and you
catch me making them dinner tonight while we watch movies and cuddle
yea exactly its shaped your identity. its a defining characteristic of your identity but ptsd is not just an identity like being trans or gay is.
why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?
being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such
yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as
we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.
you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?
why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?
being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such
yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as
we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.
you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?
new headcanon
evan rosier is a lesboy
got a job at the hospital
one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)
finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization
so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her
like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them
-wes