got a job at the hospital
one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)
finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization
so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her
like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them
-wes