The Dilemma Of Writing

I often forget that I have chronic pain cause i just normalize it as me and then I get angry at myself for not doing more or better.

Just because you genuinely care about something does not magically give you the energy for it

I started writing because of another writer telling me that I should try. When I wrote my first fan fic, I received many comments and to be honest it was like a bit of an addiction. I looked forward to the e-mails that said I had a comment and watching the hits and kudos rise on my story was exciting. That was three years ago. That was when My Chemical Romance was still together.

Since then I have watched a decline in my fandom as well as the once great writers. They gave up and moved onto other fandoms like Supernatural. X-men, or new bands. Some left their work to still be enjoyed, others deleted it...which is why when I like a good fan fic, I download or copy it for my own personal enjoyment. 

I made a decision though to continue to write and to stay in my fandom predominately. i do incorporate other fandoms, like FOB and Panic!, but the main subjects alWays revolve around MCR.

Recently, I have been getting not only very few comments, but some hurtful ones that go beyond constructive criticism or I get the ones that just ask for updates right after i put one up. Also the comments that I have written to some are ignored and that never fells good. :(

It says right in my bio that I will alWays answer a comment no matter how short it is. I also love seeing kudos on fics that are kind of old too. They make me smile the most! ^-^

Thanks for putting this up! Sorry for this being so long, but I appreciate that you went through the trouble of putting it here! ^-^

Useful posts on how to write comments for fanfics - [here] & [here]

On a personal note. I’ve met wonderful people throughout fandoms and by leaving comments. I’ve made great friends, some even on comment sections, as we shared our enthusiasm for the same story. 

People who like the same ships often hold similar character traits and life experiences; they’re people who would get you. The bonds in fandoms only strengthen when people meet other people as humans - and there are fantastic humans waiting to meet you. 

Leave a comment. :)

((Methodology For Data Collected

For this, I’ve used AO3, currently the most popular fanfiction website. 

I’ve taken the first ranked story in each ship, completed, rated by kudos - since bookmarks on AO3 can be set to private so the counters don’t reflect the real numbers - to reflect the stories that had the most positive feedback in their category.

For the comments, I’ve (falsely and intentionally) assumed the numbers represented are singular comments from singular, different users (tipping the scales in favor of the commenters). For Destiel, Johnlock and Spirk I had to pick the second story by kudos, since for the first the deviation error (assuming the author haven’t replied and there aren’t discussion threads included in the comments) was far too high for the ratio to be accurate, and my initial assumption couldn’t be applied. My apologies to the authors. 

The data was collected on May 2nd , 2016.))

Is It Osomatsu Summer Yet?

If you make it to the end of this i'm impressed.😆

Okay so I don't really want it to be cause where i live I am going to be miserable buuuuuuut, the Summer Anime Season is where I am looking cause among my many returning animes is Osomatsu-san, a pretty niche anime in the West but beloved by Japan so much that is made a come back 80 years later and is now on it's 4th season!😲

Originally called Osomatsu-kun back in the 60's, Osomatsu-san is about six identical sibling brothers and their daily lives of being NEETS and a burden on the world they live in. It's a slice of life that can be really funny if you get the jokes. It has an amazing cast including my number one seiyū Sakurai Takahiro- san! As per usual he is the one that got me into watching this anime! He voices the oldest Matsu brother and is the namesake of the series as a whole!

Although they do wear matching outfits at times as a nod to the original anime they are color coded and have unique personalities to tell them apart. Here listed are the names, colors, personalities and who voices them.

Sakurai Takahiro-san does the voice of the biggest NEET out of all of the brothers. He's also addicted to Pachiko.

Also the voice of Gojo sensei, Nakamura Yūichi-san gives this brother a cool nature...or tries to.

Kamiya Hiroshi-san is the voice of kind of the most boring brother for me. I don't know he just does not stand out as much as the others in personality.

Fukuyama Jun-san bring this eternally depressed brother to life and he is low key probably my second fav brother.

Knowing Ono Daisuke-san, there was no yellow highlight color, from a character like Sebastian Michelas it threw me for such a loop to hear him, and see his live, voice such a dopey airheaded character. Like it really showed his range to me!

The youngest and most adorable brother and my third fav he actually has a job and tries to be the opposite of his oldest brother. He is voiced by Irino Miyu-san.

There are a ton of live events too from the series and even not translated you can see how much fun everyone is having and really getting into their character. This is why I say when you change a seiyū for a character you are not just changing their voice but you are changing the whole character so it is not the same anymore.😖

They often go on stage with their counterparts from the anime and have contests and silly games they play which I end up laughing so hard at cause these are grown ass men near my age and they act like this for a living! Ugh, so jealous!

Anyway so that's my post on one of my fav anime series as well as the seiyū's who voice it. I don't know who is gonna get to the end of this but I hope if not the anime itself you will have more appreciation for the people that give the characters life. That's the true goal of an seiyū otaku.

No Anime Today: Feel Good Animes

So this week I thought I would do showcase some of the feel good anime that I have found over the years. These are the animes that i would watch when I just need to relax and make the world disappear with all the problems and stress inducing situations. I hope someone finds one that they will enjoy and get the same feeling as I did.🤗

Acchi Kocchi

Without even thinking about it Acchi Kocchi is the first anime that will always come to mind when I think about feel good anime. Its a simple slice of life anime about a group of friends as they go about their school day and after school time together.😊

The comedy is not subtle at all I will say that but there was not a time that I did not laugh or thought that the jokes got old. Oh and in between each moment there are little slide scenes that are so cute and imaginative that let you know the show is half way over.🤭

Miira no Kaikata

Don't you just feel good seeing Mii-kun? The ides of having a little mummy of your own if it looked like this instead of what we know they look like? How would you not want one?😁

We actually get to meet three more little creatures so Mii-kun has friends and they are just as adorable! There is a little drama here and there but for the most part everything works out in the end.😉

Rokuhou-dou Yotsuiro Biyori

Another slice of life anime but this time with four guys who run a tea house. They each have their own quirks and personalities which makes it even more fun cause there is someone that everyone can vibe with.🤭

Did I mention there is food cause there is and it is mouth wateringly aesthetic. There is also a live version which is fun to check out as well!😋

Atarashii Joushi wa Do Tennen

No this isn't a BL, it is a slice of life office comedy about a manager that takes everything a little too literally and also makes silly mistakes. It also is a bit of a perfect job scenario because two of the workers get rescued from a terrible or black company as it is called in Japan.😖

There is an adorable tsundere kitten the joins the cast and he is so adorable. I normally am not a fan of pets talking unless that is the point of the anime, but Hakutou is so cute when he is being stubborn and he is voiced by one of my fav seiyuu's Shimono Hiro-san!🥰

So there you go! Something for everyone who just needs to watch an anime that feels like sipping a warm cup of tea or a bowl of comforting soup. Either way I hope you enjoy!🤗

First Day Back

Working at night is very different from the day as I remember. Since I have been with my company for years I have seen the changes go from "if you don't do everything you are in trouble" to "Eh good enough". I don't get that mentality, but my manager just left me alone to do what I knew and the results spoke for themselves I think.🤔

Tonight should be easier since I have a rhythm back so I shouldn't be so late or so tired that I forget to eat...hopefully.😬

Thursday Big Anime Wrap Up!

I can't believe its over already! Thursday in the day all my anime started this season so it's fitting to start my wrap up on this day. Warning this will be a full on discussion on the whole season so spoilers for sure. Again I wish that there was a way to cover up spoilers here like on Anilist.😓

Alright, here we go!😎

Akuyaku Reijou Tensei Oji-san

I knew this was going to be a good when I started this but i had no idea it was going to so good that i wish it was a 24 ep. I was the same way for Bakarina too! While the animation was not the best, I mean that red head looked like he had a toupee on half the time honestly, it was there when it counted and that was what Grace was on screen. You for sure knew she was the main character.😅

Was there a real story other than the fact that Grace was actually Kenzaburo, man that was the longest name I've ever encountered in any anime or manga, and his daughter is trying to finish the game he is stuck in to hopefully wake him up from his coma? No not really. if I was playing this game I think I would have dropped it honestly, especially since i don't like any of the male routes, but Grace and Anna carry this enough for me to want a second season oh and more of that ED too!😁

Dr. STONE: SCIENCE FUTURE

Oh my Goddess! That ending! I mean the whole season is easily is my fav out of all four now, but still going from being on the ship to get America, reinventing gambling, bar drinks, ect... AND finding out that Senku has a mentor that seriously wanted to kill him! Plus we got a some scenes with baby Senku and Taiju and Byakuya! I love that man so much! Senku survived getting shot by Stanley and now with Dr. Zeno as hostage they will have a cat and mouse chase to South America! I hate the season, but now I can't wait for summer for the second cour!😄

Trillion Game

This anime has been an amazing ride for me and I really wish more people had watched it. Watching Gaku and Haru go from nothing to everything without breaking laws or doing underhanded schemes was amazing. Did they...well mostly Haru stretch the truth, absolutely but it was never to the point of hurting people or each other...well for real cause for sure there were moments of um...did Haru really do that? No he didn't...not really...well you get it. Again from the beginning we know that they made it but watching it happen still made the anime amazing and worth the two season watch! Plus we are green lit for a season 2!😎

Arafou Otoko no Isekai Tsuuhan Seikatsu

Okay so was this the best anime? No. Was it the best isekai? No. So why did I watch it? Cause I have never seen a protag get so many cheeks from so many women! Even in the last episode he got with a maid and each encounter was consensual so I have no complaints! Do I want to see another season? Yeah I would cause there is a real plot here with the spices of this country being held by one big power and it keeps the nobles in check and the commoners with nothing. I believe that Kenichi could really solve that problem the right way.😆

Momentary Lily

I'm not sure how i felt about this anime honestly. I did enjoy the battle scenes and if it was not for watching this i would not have discovered Hanabie but other than that, I can't see this ever being a rewatch for me.😵

Fuguushoku [Kanteishi] ga Jitsu wa Saikyou Datta: Naraku de Kitaeta Saikyou no [Shingan] de Musou Suru

i actually enjoyed this fantasy a lot. Even though Ein is super OP because of the World Tree Spirits helping him he is genuinely a likeable character and has many good intentions including not needing to kill Zoid out of revenge for leaving him to die. That takes a lot considering what Ein went through. I hope this gets a second season at some point as well cause i would love to see Ein take Jasper as his husband.😄

Well that's it for this seasons Thursday line up! Hopefully next season is not as full on Thursday cause its a work day and D&D night and i hate waiting till after game to catch up on my anime! First world problems I know. Jaa ne!🤗

Sorry, But Two Questions Is Dumb. :p

So I just found out about the two question rule as well as how to enable posts so people can answer, which is also kind of stupid, I ended up deleting a question I asked becasue I forgot to enable it and it still counted it.

I already said that like Gerard and teenagers, tumblr scares the living shit out of me. Now i have new rules to follow. @~@

Top Five Anime OP/ED of the Spring 2025 Anime Season : Part I

Winter 2025 Parts 1 & 2 at the end of the post.

A little later than I usually post but its been a crazy two weeks between wifi problems and just life.😞

Anyway, let's get to the list of music shall we?😎

Honorable Mentions

Sayanora Jinrui by Harumi Momo and Kozakura Etsuko-san from Uchuujin Muumuu

There is a full version of this, but it is pretty discordan and trust this is not in my playlist, but I never skip it when watching the anime. Its just a cute side to side head bop.🤭

Waltz by Ryugujo from Kuroshitsuji : Midori no Majo-hen

I love the ending of Kuroshitsuji this season so much so I end up listening to Waltz a lot and it kind of grew on me enough to check out the official and man is it a throw back to the 2000 emo phase. It was sentimental in so many ways but again I don't think I could vibe with it on my playlist.🤔

#5

Light Maker by Bokula from Yami Healer Toshite Tanoshiku Ikiru

This one takes me back to the late 90's to the early 2000 and all the amazing punk music that I would listen to in high school and afterwards. I really wish there was a real vid but at least this one is official.😞

#4

Senya Ichiya by Hilcrhyme ft. Izumi Nakasone from Kijin Gentoushou

This one caught me by surprise. I didn't expect this ED to have so much heart and such a good sound. I'm not sure if it really matches the vibe of the anime but I like diamonds in the rough like this too!😁

Okay so that's it for this half. You know the ten vid rules here. Below I have my Winter Top Five vids if you want to check them out and...yeah see you in Part II!😉

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Tuesday Anime Line Up

Just one on Tuesdays this season but it just means that I can play catch up with other animes I am watching that are older or rewatching.😉

Hazure Skill "Kinomi Master": Skill no Mi (Tabetara Shinu) wo Mugen ni Taberareru You ni Natta Ken ni Tsuite

So half way through this season and I am still slightly on the fence with this one. They don't really talk about the fruit as much anymore but I'm not gonna lie, I am always there for a trash church/religion cause it has this cathartic feeling for me since I am a recovering Catholic in my childhood.😅

Monday Anime Line Up!

Arifueta S3

Wow! So not much really happened this ep but honestly the most important thins happened which is everyone found out what Nagumo went through to become who he is now. Like maybe the so called Hero will shut the fuck up now and see that he ain't really shit!🤔

Salaryman ga Isekai ni Ittara Shitennou ni Natta Hanashi

Snake boy got it good today! As I said Uchimara would take him out in his own way and it was beautiful! That little moment that he told the demon girl that her dad played in her rescue just warmed my heart too!🥰

Watashi no Shiawase na Kekkon 2nd Season

I was on edge the entire episode! Like even when they were hanging with the prince just drinking and laughing I was waiting for Usui to just show up and destroy all the happiness! Can we please get the namesake of the anime soon?😭