Idk How I'm Gonna Do Any Of This. Im Really Not Fit For This World. I Hate How I Have To Go Through Life,
idk how I'm gonna do any of this. im really not fit for this world. i hate how i have to go through life, try to find happiness or dream or peace or whatever that fucking keeps me alive.
how am I supposed to do any of that? why can't they just hand it down, why must even peace be given to someone only after going through hell? so we'd know what peace is?
to be unhappy to know what happiness is like?
and fuck me for still being here, fucking coward
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okay okay okay
everything will be alright
everything will be alright
everything will be alright
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