Alright Workout For Today Is 5 Sets Of Knee Pops And 4 Sets Of Back Pain

Huh. You know what. I thought I was a sloth demon before. But... I'm highly doubting it now. The only reason I dont do that much ever (and therefore identifying with the sin of sloth a lot. Also cause of that one memory i have, but solitude means peace—theres nothing to incite my wrath. So no wonder i felt so peaceful in my home in the void) is cause of my disability. Before my disability kicked in so hard, I had a lot of energy.

I think my demonself actually embodies Wrath. I either simmer or burn hot when i shift and i feel that emotionally too. also makes sense for why my element is fire, despite feeling burnt out and no energy most of the time.

I'm still figuring stuff out I guess

tranquil creature

Would it be weird if I rubbed my head against you? Would it be weird if I rubbed my face against your shoulder as I settled down beside you? Would it be weird?

i will never forgive the internet for making the phrase “fiction affects reality” inherently suspicious because like fiction absolutely does affect reality in the sense that the themes and messages of media can challenge or affirm people’s biases, it can impact one’s ideology, so much of fiction is commentary on real social issues

and yet! everyone who uses the phrase fiction affects reality is using it as a pro-censorship argument and i simply do not fuck with that

Fish Room Bowl (2025)

I have gotten. 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. I am begging to the void, please. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep

Untitled, painting by ABeardedArtist

your only job on this earth is to be so intrinsically yourself that the right people gravitate toward you and the wrong people move out of your way

~As Above, So Below~

Watching the sun rise when youre having a chronic pain flare up is like being the final girl in a horror movie