Untitled, Painting By ABeardedArtist

Art of my boy Alderos

Ya know, sometimes there IS a demon in your closet. (It's me. I'm the demon in your closet.)

Sloth demonkin culture is eepy

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Meow meow meow meow. So lemme get this straight!! You are a proshipping demonkin system??? HELLO SAILORRRR! /j /ref

Meow Meow ~

Lmao yes I am. I got bookmarked dead dove/proshipping fics in the hundreds on ao3 :3

(I got a few siscest ships i love... mostly vijinx and elsanna but tbh everytime theres a pair of sisters in a show i love im like... well i gotta check out the fics at least once now. For science.)

Aside from that, my fav shipping trope is enemies to lovers (but like. The actually violent kind. The tension!!!)

Glad to meet another proshipper!! Hell yeah!! >:3

I think this sailor is a lil too old for u (I'm 23 going on 125 😌), so I'm not gonna do the hello sailor back even in a joking manner, sry! But it's lovely to chat with another system :D

(I haven't gotten to before cause im normally a social recluse lol)

some of the rawest lines Ren wrote

LIFE LIKE THIS IS SUCH A MIRACLE. HOW DO SUCH TINY TINY TINY THINGS ON SUCH A MINIATURE SPECK OF DUST GROW TO HAVE SUCH COMPLEX MINDS? DO YOU KNOW HOW LARGE EARTH IS COMPARED TO THE SUN? SO ENDEARINGLY TINY. EASILY MISSED. AND YET THE SHAPE MATTER TAKES ON IT IS SO COMPLEX. ORGANS. A BRAIN THAT FEARS, LOVES AND JEERS. A HEART THAT BEATS. LUNGS THAT BREATHE. SO VERY SWEET.

Huh. You know what. I thought I was a sloth demon before. But... I'm highly doubting it now. The only reason I dont do that much ever (and therefore identifying with the sin of sloth a lot. Also cause of that one memory i have, but solitude means peace—theres nothing to incite my wrath. So no wonder i felt so peaceful in my home in the void) is cause of my disability. Before my disability kicked in so hard, I had a lot of energy.

I think my demonself actually embodies Wrath. I either simmer or burn hot when i shift and i feel that emotionally too. also makes sense for why my element is fire, despite feeling burnt out and no energy most of the time.

I'm still figuring stuff out I guess

Hello my dazzling nebulas!

I've seen a ton of kinsona drops lately, so it inspired me to finally do a layout of my own!

[Edit: I realized I didn't color in the thumb claw ToT]

This is me. This is "what I see in the mirror each day" as it says on the page. I would say that I have three forms in total, with a few constants with each one.

One, I am always masculine, no matter my shape. Two, my facial features are never 100%, and three, I never have pawpads on my front paws.

Ver. 1: A more humanoid vulpanthrope with little fur coverage (and noticeably, no fur plume), with prominent ears and a shorter mid length tail. This form is usually my day to day form, being very in tune with my instincts, capable of "human speak" and can communicate with animals. This is when I feel more connected to my therian side, nature and spirituality.

Ver. 2: This is my most feral and beastial form. In this form, I can be territorial, protective, aggressive and temperamental. Most of the time, it's when I'm on edge or in "survival mode". This version is where the heavy relation to lycanthropy comes in, with the themes of hunting, stalking, maiming, etc. I feel most connected to my cryptid, voidian and beastial side when like this.

Ver. 3: This is when I am, completely and wholly a fox. I *am* a silver fox in that moment. I feel particularly close and cuddly with my pack (beings I consider my friends and family). I love to play, wrestle, love bite, and give a lot of physical affection to closer ones. I love to vocalize, wag my tail, and run around due to energy bursts (or zoomies!).

I'm not sure what this third form looks like yet, as my envisage shifts and dreams are usually first person. I can't see my own body, but once I'm comfortable enough to move forward in my spiritual journey, I plan to learn about and exercise meditation and astral projection.

Anyways, thanks for listening to the ramble! Have fun and stay safe ^^

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Demon Of Pain - Night 3

My legs ache so badly i can't sleep. My back isn't much better. Took melatonin earlier and i think i fell asleep for a little bit but now im awake again and no matter how tired I am I just. Cant sleep thru the pain. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts! FUCK fibromyalgia and withdrawal