Huh. You know what. I thought I was a sloth demon before. But... I'm highly doubting it now. The only reason I dont do that much ever (and therefore identifying with the sin of sloth a lot. Also cause of that one memory i have, but solitude means peace—theres nothing to incite my wrath. So no wonder i felt so peaceful in my home in the void) is cause of my disability. Before my disability kicked in so hard, I had a lot of energy.
I think my demonself actually embodies Wrath. I either simmer or burn hot when i shift and i feel that emotionally too. also makes sense for why my element is fire, despite feeling burnt out and no energy most of the time.
I'm still figuring stuff out I guess
Who did you pray to? God or the devil? To the one…who will help by Andromeda on ArtStation
I feel like in our community across all platforms, but mainly TikTok, there is a stigma around deconfirming, not knowing, and or getting a kin/theriotype wrong. When in reality it's apart of many peoples journey. For me this has happened many times.
While something like my dragonkin type was obvious to me, figuring out my basenji and black backed jackal theiriotype took lots of research and help. At points I've had American kestrel in my bio as one of my theriotypes, but recently I've deconformed that. Wich is OKAY. I've gotten kintypes wrong before, I thought I was wolfkin when really I was qimmiqkin. And I'm STILL questioning werewolfkin, it's alright to not know. In fact it took me quite a while to confirm I was angelkin. None of these things are wrong/mean people are faking.
I've seen people be accused for faking for all of these things when that simply isn't the case. So just a friendly reminder to everyone that it's okay to do all of these things and that not everyone's journey is a clear path :]
You seem so cool!!:3
—an angelkin
Thank u!! also hell yeah another proshipper <3
>:3
(ngl I'm pretty asocial and I've never gotten an ask before and ahhhh lowkey anxious about offending u somehow if I don't interact more but also. Mmmmm. Anxiety)
(Aight now I go back to the void, hope u have a good week ✌️)
(Feel free to share an angelkin thing/experience if u want! I'm curious)
hello !!! angelkin here who’s recently been reawoken to this part of me. in most ways i feel like i was some sort of eyeless, formless sort of humanoid. like a being composed of light, almost like the very rough sketch of a figure in an oil painting, lines and all. i also know in heaven i had very large wings that could wrap around two different beings at the same time! though they were severed when i fell to earth. sorry for the rambling !
Oooooo your being sounded so majestic!! And cool!! (And a little bit terrifying but I mean that lovingly)
That wingspan!! Damn! I'm jealous 👀 I remember my wings being pretty small most of the time or not there at all until I shifted them (bonus of being a demon was formshifting/shapeshifting).
I'm sorry you no longer have your wings at the moment.
I'm delighted that you rambled to me, and I will absolutely draw you!
This is amazing. If you want to see a modern day bard spin a tragedy, watch it. It is… An experience. This tale has three parts. These gifs are from Jenny. Next will be Screech. If you like music - art… Watch it. It’s talent. Each of the three parts are done in single takes. And with live recording using the natural acoustics around him to bring it to life. A Shakespearean tragedy really.
Appreciate some of the lyrics:
Jenny freezes, statue like A lady shaped stalactite Fear like liquid nitrogen in the dark night She tried to find strength to move But stayed as still as a Statue in high heeled shoes
I NEED YOU TO BE PRESENT
FOR WHAT I AM GOING TO DO NEXT
you’re valid if your divinekin identity isn’t spiritual, and you’re valid if you’re agnostic or atheist. it’s ok if you don’t fully understand your divine identity, or if you don’t really understand it at all.
you don’t have to explain every intricacy of your identity. you’re allowed to just… be.
This. Yes. Thisssssssss. I feel the same (23 physically atm tho). Chronically ill dealing with fibromyalgia, I couldn't do any of those either. Ur not alone.
I'm trying to post to be part of this community, but tbh I have trouble finding stuff for demonkin. For findings new posts that aren't about animalkin (no hate, I have a headmate who's a big cat). There's not many new posts for demonkin, so most of it is the same whenever I check. Which is why im posting. Maybe another demon or divinekin will feel less alone if I do. And its a good place to get out feelings I can't talk about to anyone irl.
Part of me being a demon means that "darker" side is very prominent tbh. Has been since I was young. When I'm the one present in this body, I usually only like the trusted ones around me. Most of the time when I go outside my instinctive hate for humans flares up—even though I dont hate humans anymore. But I do feel anger at the humans around me in public. For daring to look at me. I just hate being perceived without being powerful or looking like myself. Like they can look upon me without fear or respect or deference. That's just one example. There's more.
I love the dark, and I love being alone. But at the same time, I crave companionship that understands me. I wish I knew another demon in person. Fuck it, I wish I knew another nonhuman in person.
For now I'll content myself with the shadows.
Anyone else feel like an outcast in the alterhuman community?
Most of the therians/alterhumans/nonhumans I see online are minors; I’m 20 years old.
Most of them can do quadrobics; I can’t run on all fours for five minutes without everything hurting, and if I did a jump, I’d probably break my wrists
A lot of them seem to enjoy the company of humans; I’ve never trusted or liked humans
Most of the community talks about being “silly” or “cute” when experiencing a mental shift; I have violent, animal instincts and avoid others when I feel a mental shift coming on
I don’t know. I just feel like a lot of us have become… tame. And I’m not. I feel like we as a community don’t talk about the “darker” side of not being human. The violent prey drive. The instinctive fear of humans that wild animals have.
To clarify, I mean no hate towards those who genuinely enjoy not being human. I just feel like even in a community of outcasts, I’m an outcast.
It’s just frustrating. In a place meant for those who aren’t human, I’m still too different to fit in. I just want to have a place to belong, you know?
To whomever it may be relevant;
You are a delightful horror beyond comprehension. Spread your wings, grant forbidden knowledge with your gaze, and allow your hymn to soothe and frighten.
From a lady of delusion, to a beautiful horror such as you, you are not of my domain nor are you my acolyte; regardless of what you are told by another or by yourself. You are Great and you are Correct and you are Magnificent.
Felt like trying to be motivational/conforting tonight.
Do you think people who are virgin should write smut? I feel like most of them don’t even know what they’re writing and just write what they think sex is
the implication this ask suggests that people who write about murders, cannibalism, politics, magic, royalty au, sci-fi, wars, supernatural, time travel, medieval era, werewolves, vampires, mermaids or goblins must be murderers, cannibals, presidents, wizards, royalties, astronauts, ghost hunters, soldiers, time travelers, knights, werewolves, vampires, mermaids or goblins in real life is so funny to me
Welcome, travelers. You may call me Moss. Make yourself at home! ●●● 23 | Part of a system | Demonkin | He/they | Ace lesbian enby & possibly aro | Disabled (fibromyalgia) | Header art by : mocaccinomutt
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