You Are Lashing Out Because You’re Too Sensitive. Yes, I Was Narrow-minded For A Short While. Get Over

text me up real good pls n thx 😘

●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:10  ›   do you think you’ll need plastic surgery for last night?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:13  ›   you know if your face wasn’t so close to my hand, it wouldn’t have hurt.⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  06:15  ›   i’m not apologizing, i’m just acknowledging i was wrong.

●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:43  ›   i’m not mad⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  16:45  ›   you’re just getting on my last nerve with all this pro-kwak ji dam bullshit

●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   언니 …….⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  00:01  ›   arne’t yon scared of turniNg into kwak ji dam?

●   a vague text    

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:59  ›   you make me sick

●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:00  ›    hey?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:10  ›    no one has heard from you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:11  ›    please, at least call jungmi 언니 or junsu !⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:13  ›    i don’t know what you’re so sad about we all know kwak ji dam is like this⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:14  ›    i get you love her but she’s an asshole⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:16  ›    where are you?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  20:17  ›    we’re all worried, 언니

●   a text not meant for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:03  ›   you should have heard the sound it made when i slapped her face! it literally stopped the whole party⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:04  ›   why would i regret it? it was absolutely AMAZING⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:06  ›   you should have seen the look on her face⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:07  ›   it was priceless⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:10  ›   …

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  21:22  ›   … i’m still not apologizing.

●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  17:48  ›   wow, thanks kwak ji dam 2.0, you say that as if i didn’t already know that!

●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you know when i was little i used to think that you were purposely trying to steal all of kwak ji dam’s attention and it wasn’t fair at all⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i hated you a lot for it⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i still think that but i don’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   well, not as much, anyways⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   you’re still annoying af trying to be like her, you know that right?⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   i love you but if you keep acting like this ….

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  05:57  ›   are you really going to side with her for the rest of your life?

●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  10:48  ›   why don’t you just crawl inside her ass? you’re already halfway in there!

●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 15 ) OUTGOING CALL  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  VOICEMAIL.

                                    ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:35  ›   PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE JIEUN 언니⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  23:36  ›   i know we don’t see eye to eye but … you really scared me, 언니

●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  22:09  ›   congrats, you’re one step closer to being kwak ji dam’s bitch

●   a  text that should have never been sent ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  곽지담 🍑키스 🚫.  ›  14:18  ›   what do you want? a reward for being kwak ji dam’s Perfect daughter?

♔ ♠ ☏ ☠ ✘ (( 👀i'm late to the party but i couldn't resist ))

   ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:46  ›   OKAY 언니 I GAVE YOU THE DRESS TO WEAR NOT TO PUKE ON⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:46  ›   the dry cleaner place you went to is horrible⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  18:50  ›   HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO COUTURE

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:01  ›   언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 !!!!⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:01  ›   i pnked on yoda⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:02  ›   ffs⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:02  ›   darth vader is aFTER ME

    a vague text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:18  ›   fuck world peace

   ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  21:32  ›   learning to puke your brains out does wonders on my self esteem

   ●   a  text that should have never been sent  ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ☢️DISASTER언니☢️.  ›  00:54  ›   will you ever tire of one night fuck ups?

u know that scene in jennifer's body where megan fox puts foundation all over her face in a desperate attempt to look like even a semblance of her old self whose picture she has hanging next to her mirror so she's reminded of the appearance she's lost and she gets a little unhinged during the process and just starts smearing it everywhere? womanhood

𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. it’s the youth full of untied shoelaces, pinky promises and blushes alongside pleasant grins. nine is a time to be remembered and jina makes sure to savor it as best as she can. years ahead of her, and she’s sure this year will be the most memorable yet. she can just feel it in her bones. 

it’s also finely-chopped bangs cut just above the brow, hair that tickles her jaw and wondrous eyes that stare at the clock across from the hall as she awaits jiyi’s arrival. shes giddy nerves and overly-presumptuous at the front door. today was the day. jina doesn’t have many friends, but that’s okay because she has jiyi and jina wouldn’t trade the other girl for anyone in the world ( except maybe her sisters but that’s a different story, they were blood ) and while jiyi wasn’t blood nor one of her five other siblings, jina thought she came pretty close. 

when she’s not busy snaking on the treats their ahjumma had left behind in the den, jina is back to pacing in front of the door. just as anxious, just as excited as she was before. the minute hand is loud in the empty hallway and jina can’t help but watch time move just as slow as she counted down the seconds until the older girl’s arrival. 

just when she hears the bell, she’s all squeals and childish mumbles as she’s racing for the last two steps towards the door before any of her sisters, or worse, junsu comes in to interrupt them. stubby fingers and tipped toes are fumbling with the lock on the door, pushing it open slightly to peek ( because their ahjumma had always told her that it wasn’t safe to open the door for strangers, she should always look at the screen and check to see the arrival of the persons, safety first! ) but she throws caution and once confirmation is had: jina is throwing the door wide, threshold out in the open as she welcomes her friend with open arms. 

launching her small little body to collide with the other’s in a joyous embrace, arms immediately going round tiny shoulders as she jumps in place. “jiyi, you’re here!” she’s here! she’s really here! her heart soars and a part of her wants to take this happiness and bottle it up. a contagious feeling that makes even her fingertips sparkle in glee. “come inside, come inside! ahjumma made some snacks for us!” she says, hands unhook themselves from the other’s shoulders to search for a hand unto her own; tugging the other through and letting the door lock behind them. 

“i’m so happy you’re here, we can play now!”

WHERE’D YOU GO ; @mmjina​ past: 2009

jiyi is ten, and she has the world balanced neatly in her hands.

she’s all grown up – final year of grade school, and finally allowed to go over to her best friend’s house without their house elf following, all by herself. she’s prepared for every possible situation, in her magically enlarged bag: an umbrella ( in case it rains ), her phone ( to call her mum ), a jacket ( though she’s sure jina’s house won’t be cold ), four different sets of toys ( one of which is a whole kitchen play set in case they decide to play restaurant ), two gifts ( one for jina, obviously, and the other one for little junsu ) and all the snacks she could fit into the rest of the space available ( enough for a week long camping trip, probably ).

and her dress is pretty, too, just in case jina’s older sisters or her mum are in. they usually aren’t ( she’s never even seen jina’s mum, but she’s probably pretty like jina! ), but just in case, she wants to make a good impression on her first solo visit to jina’s house. so she’d picked her nicest dress in gossamer blue, with delicately hand stitched cherry blossoms and her prettiest head band that she knows will match jina’s favourite one. hopefully, jina’s mum will like her enough to invite her again, and she can have another playdate with jina, maybe even as soon as tomorrow! that thought gives her an extra bounce in her step, and she reaches jina’s doorstep right on time.

jiyi’s just tall enough to reach the doorbell on her tiptoes, and she presses the bell once before scuttling quickly to the front of the gate so jina will be able to see her. she bounces up and down on her heels, waiting for her best friend to answer the door.

she can’t wait!

jumping on the all texts train 🚂

   ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  06:45  ›   hi, are we friends again?

   ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:00  ›   I’M SO FUCKING PISSED⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:10  ›   HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:11  ›   i know we’re on a time-out but still how dare they what the actual fuck⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  19:13  ›   ㅗㅗ

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  📞  ›  ( 5 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                        ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:02  ›   yUN PICK UP⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:03  ›   TIME OUtF OVER OVEr OVER⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  00:05  ›   pls pichfk me uP im gonna baFr

   ●   a vague text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›    am i hard to love?

   ●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:00  ›   it’s been 5 months when are you going to talk to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:03  ›   i said i was sorry, yun⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:04  ›   i didn’t mean to break your guitar⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:06  ›   i was just mad you weren’t paying attention to me⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   00:10  ›   please don’t ignore me

   ●   a text not meant for you but it’s actually for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  23:01  ›   why don’t you love me?

   ●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   17:00  ›   stupify the bitch and get over it

   ●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   do you ever just want to leave me too, yun?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:10  ›   be honest⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:11  ›   don’t spare my feelings⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   i just want to know⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:12  ›   is your friendship with me a burden?⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i know i can be a little much, and possessive, and overwhelming, and frustrating, and annoying, and can’t control my anger⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›    but …. you’re welcome to leave whenever you want⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   i won’t hate you⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:13  ›   okay i might but …. if it sucks that much to be friends with me, you can leave too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:18  ›   everyone else leaves⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:19  ›   it’d only be right if you followed suit⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:30  ›   if i were you i’d leave me too⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:40  ›   that’s the right choice⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  24:50  ›   you’re too good for me, yun

                                          ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  01:00  ›   let’s take a time out

                                           ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›  10:07  ›   so was i right?

   ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:28  ›   you could just hit them over the head with your guitar⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  18:30  ›   i’ll buy you a new one

   ●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 10 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   VOICEMAIL.

                                         ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:50  ›   yun, please answer⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:54  ›   i know we’re in time out but i’m just really worried⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:55  ›   no one has heard from you in days⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   19:59  ›   are you okay?

   ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:09  ›   congrats⁺  💬  ›  JUST윤🖤.  ›  10:10  ›   i guess someone finally found a groupie they can’t shake

   ●   a  text that should have never been sent  ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫.  ›   24:00  ›   i love you but i guess i’m not good enough for your love, huh?

ALL THE TEXTS (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

     ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  06:45  ›   WHY DIDN’T YOU WAKE ME UP FOR PDX ASSHOLE⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  06:45  ›   ISTG IF I FIND OUT DONGPYO GOT ELIMINATED AND YOU DIDN’T TELL ME YOUR HEAD IS MINE 곽준수

     ●   a angry text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:00  ›   야 !!!!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY MONSTA X ALBUM YOU HEADASS !!!1!⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:02  ›   you better fucking run 곽준수 when i find you YOUR HANDS ARE CUT OFF⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:02  ›   istg junsu you’re such  똥 손  🙄⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:02  ›   ㅗㅗ !!! ㅗㅗ !!! ㅗㅗ !!!

     ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:02  ›   i love my hair⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:03  ›   it’s so fkcn shiny⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:05  ›   pls lsafove my hair 2 junkso

      a vague text    

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:01  ›   please don’t hate me too

     ●   a worried text     ━━━   ・

⁺  📞  ›  ( 3 ) OUTGOING CALL   ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  VOICEMAIL.

                                            ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:00  ›   if you don’t answer the phone right now istg junsu⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:05  ›   i’m not worried⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  17:06  ›   i just don’t want to be blamed for the dead body that comes up from the pond near our place

     ●   a text not meant for you     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:01  ›   i’m so fuckin sore, i’m never letting you do that to me ever again⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:10  ›   ….⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:11  ›   junsu⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  00:15  ›   it’s your fault you texted me right at this moment

     ●   a sassy text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  15:27  ›   i’d agree with you if that wasn’t just the dumbest thing you ever said

     ●   a long-winded confession text    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:10  ›   you know sometimes i still think about when we were kids and you said you wished @mmjiyi​ was your sister instead of me⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:10  ›   it’s so stupid because you were so young and probably didn’t mean it⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:11  ›   but it fucking hurt so much junsu⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:12  ›   she left because she didn’t give a SHIT about me, junsu why can’t you understand that ⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:12  ›   and the fact that you said that afterwards, it just made me think you don’t care about me either⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:13  ›   it’s not true, it’s not true, it’s not true⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:13  ›   i know it isn’t⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:13  ›   but what if it is⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:18  ›   everyone hates me and i want to change i want to change so fucking much but i can’t i can’t do it⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:19  ›   it’s too late everyone hates me and they’ll continue hating me⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:30  ›   you hate me too, right?⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:50  ›   i’m fucking crying in my room don’t fucking come in here⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  24:51  ›   i don’t want to see you right now ok.

                                             ・    ・    ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  06:30  ›   forget all the texts i sent last night⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  06:31  ›   it was stupid

     ●   a misguided advice text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  18:28  ›   when in doubt, say it with me: fuck you too

     ●   a  desperate text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  19:59  ›   야 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  20:00  ›   where the fuck are you !!!!⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  20:05  ›   kwak ji dam is coming home and i’m the only one here⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  20:06  ›   I AM NOT GOING TO BE ALONE WITH HER⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  20:08  ›   YOU BETTER COME THE FUCK HOME RIGHT NOW IF YOU STILL WANT TO LIVE YOU JERK

     ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  12:05  ›   waterboy?

     ●   a  text that should have never been sent    ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  💩손IDIOT.  ›  15:56  ›   fuck off junsu, you didn’t have the fucking right

⎣   곽𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐀   ⎤   ━━━━   yes & no  xylo   /   queen  loren gray   /  bad things  meiko   /   you should see my in a crown  billie eilish   /   kill of the night  gin wigmore   /   primadonna  marina & the diamonds   /   control  halsey   /   bad guy  billie eilish   /   all the king’s horses  karmina   /   breathe  fluerie   /   deep end  ruelle   /   hurts like hell fluerie   /   someone to stay   vancouver sleep clinic   /   sorry  halsey   /   the truth untold  bts   /   i can’t make you love me  dave thomas jr   /   house of cards  bts   /   all good girls go to hell  billie ellish  ━━  ・  𝑆𝑂, 𝖳𝖱𝖤𝖠𝖳 𝖬𝖤 𝖫𝖨𝖪𝖤 𝖠 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍  .

✆ ♠ ☼

   ●   a morning text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  08:00  ›   good morning 선배님⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  08:01  ›   i know it’s early⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  08:05  ›   but are you in the student council office? ⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  08:06  ›   i have a few questions to ask you 👉👈

   ●   a drunk text     ━━━   ・  

⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  00:02  ›   text 0009 to claim a real hippogriff⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  00:03  ›   gIVE mEA MY HIAPPOGYF⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  00:05  ›   IW WANT IT NOW⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  00:05  ›   gimme⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.  ›  00:05  ›   🤲

   ●   a congratulatory text     ━━━   ・

⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.   ›  14:05  ›   선배님 !!!!!!⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.   ›  14:05  ›   i won the vote for class rep !!!⁺  💬  ›  ⭐️혜진 선배님 LEGEND.   ›  14:05  ›   aren’t you going to congratulate me?  🥺

mmjunsu‌:

it was funny how things could fall into place so easily; how things could pick up from where they left off, without any thought of the circumstances prior.

(like how he’d shared an uncharacteristically emotional reunion with his sister; and then he was sitting at the kitchen island moments later, stuffing his puffy face with breakfast as she slipped back out into obscurity. don’t mention it to anyone just yet, she’d made him promise, but it seemed like the idea was already obliterated as he burned his tongue on seaweed soup).

and things went back to normal, like always.

maybe he should’ve taken it as a sign, when he walked into the apartment and was greeted with absolute silence— like the calm before the storm, it lulled him into a false sense of security as he kicked off his shoes comfortably and left a trail of his belongings on his way to the rec room.

maybe he should’ve been more cautious when he found a full, unopened bag of shrimp crackers and pepero sticks— a rarity in the kwak household— and it seemed like the stars were all aligned for him when he opened the fridge and his favourite banana milk was stocked on the top shelf.

(ahjumma must’ve gone shopping, was what he had thought, when he should’ve realized: ahjumma had bought him his last meal).

the alignment of the stars were clear now as kwak junsu took a fistful of shrimp crackers as he paused his video game, and the doorknob twisted open to reveal the grim reaper.

junsu could easily recognize the stages of kwak jina’s wrath, but the look she gave him from the threshold as he stared back at her with doe-eyes wide open and mouth agape, was positively lethal.

it felt like an eternity as he wracked his brain for the things he could’ve done wrong, a single  cracker from the bunch in his fist falling down into his lap.

(after quickly assessing and reassessing his memory, kwak junsu found that he didn’t know what it was his sister was staring at him like she would kill him for, but after sixteen years of being the youngest, he quickly moved on to his second option: run).

“noona, hold up—”

the shrimp crackers all fell to the floor as kwak junsu tossed the game controller to the side, jumping up onto the couch and stumbling as he tripped over his own lanky legs. he tripped over the edge and quickly shot back up as he hid behind the couch: his only line of defense from kwak jina’s blazing stare.

𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐁𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃, jina has two different type of aggressions. it wasn’t out of norm for one of them to be tickled on the daily. that one didn’t involve the throbbing of a vein against the very shell of her forehead, it didn’t include the rush of adrenaline into her bloodstream nor did it reap of deadly intentions. 

no, that one was harmless in comparison to the aggression she felt swelling against her conscience. the one telling her that poor, innocent junsu looked scared to death. that perhaps, he didn’t deserve jina whatever jina had in store for settling whatever had set her off today.

of course her conscience was an idiot.

and jina full-heartedly believed whatever intentions she had in mind were rightfully just. especially when she was mad.

but no, jina wasn’t just mad -- she was pissed. 

she, of course, was fair in her approach. far more than she thinks she should have been. maybe she was feeling merciful, or maybe she just enjoyed the way her little brother seemed a second close to shitting himself. she didn’t enjoy scaring him, but the fear in his eyes did give her a different type of high.

for now, she feels every type of emotion welling up within her. remnants of her conversation ( if you could call a screaming match in the middle of the courtyard a ‘conversation’ ) with jihye still fresh on the skin. the tears she had cried a dried up path to where blurred eyeliner and smudged mascara lay. the obviousness of her distress a second contender for the anger that blazed in her eyes was much more prevalent, obvious in the way she stalked into the rec room; fingers pushing the door open further to make her way inside. 

“why are you backing up, junnie?” she blinks, voice a notch softer than it should be; coupled by the innocence dripping from her tone and the nickname she hardly uses, jina tilts her head. the venom in her expression says enough to warrant the activation of the fight or flight instinct, this she is sure -- watching his expression react in comparison has jina taking another step closer. “did you do something wrong?” 

she takes one more step, fingers reaching out to grab the discarded controller, tinkering with the buttons, a single glance made to the device before her glare returns to him. 

“don’t you have something to tell me?” timbre is soft, a false sense of security lulled into her voice as she takes another step closer; grasp tightening against the controller with each step before stopping just short of the couch he hid behind.

if he wanted to run, she’d give him a head start. 

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