𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. It’s The Youth Full Of Untied Shoelaces,
𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. it’s the youth full of untied shoelaces, pinky promises and blushes alongside pleasant grins. nine is a time to be remembered and jina makes sure to savor it as best as she can. years ahead of her, and she’s sure this year will be the most memorable yet. she can just feel it in her bones.
it’s also finely-chopped bangs cut just above the brow, hair that tickles her jaw and wondrous eyes that stare at the clock across from the hall as she awaits jiyi’s arrival. shes giddy nerves and overly-presumptuous at the front door. today was the day. jina doesn’t have many friends, but that’s okay because she has jiyi and jina wouldn’t trade the other girl for anyone in the world ( except maybe her sisters but that’s a different story, they were blood ) and while jiyi wasn’t blood nor one of her five other siblings, jina thought she came pretty close.
when she’s not busy snaking on the treats their ahjumma had left behind in the den, jina is back to pacing in front of the door. just as anxious, just as excited as she was before. the minute hand is loud in the empty hallway and jina can’t help but watch time move just as slow as she counted down the seconds until the older girl’s arrival.
just when she hears the bell, she’s all squeals and childish mumbles as she’s racing for the last two steps towards the door before any of her sisters, or worse, junsu comes in to interrupt them. stubby fingers and tipped toes are fumbling with the lock on the door, pushing it open slightly to peek ( because their ahjumma had always told her that it wasn’t safe to open the door for strangers, she should always look at the screen and check to see the arrival of the persons, safety first! ) but she throws caution and once confirmation is had: jina is throwing the door wide, threshold out in the open as she welcomes her friend with open arms.
launching her small little body to collide with the other’s in a joyous embrace, arms immediately going round tiny shoulders as she jumps in place. “jiyi, you’re here!” she’s here! she’s really here! her heart soars and a part of her wants to take this happiness and bottle it up. a contagious feeling that makes even her fingertips sparkle in glee. “come inside, come inside! ahjumma made some snacks for us!” she says, hands unhook themselves from the other’s shoulders to search for a hand unto her own; tugging the other through and letting the door lock behind them.
“i’m so happy you’re here, we can play now!”
WHERE’D YOU GO ; @mmjina past: 2009
jiyi is ten, and she has the world balanced neatly in her hands.
she’s all grown up – final year of grade school, and finally allowed to go over to her best friend’s house without their house elf following, all by herself. she’s prepared for every possible situation, in her magically enlarged bag: an umbrella ( in case it rains ), her phone ( to call her mum ), a jacket ( though she’s sure jina’s house won’t be cold ), four different sets of toys ( one of which is a whole kitchen play set in case they decide to play restaurant ), two gifts ( one for jina, obviously, and the other one for little junsu ) and all the snacks she could fit into the rest of the space available ( enough for a week long camping trip, probably ).
and her dress is pretty, too, just in case jina’s older sisters or her mum are in. they usually aren’t ( she’s never even seen jina’s mum, but she’s probably pretty like jina! ), but just in case, she wants to make a good impression on her first solo visit to jina’s house. so she’d picked her nicest dress in gossamer blue, with delicately hand stitched cherry blossoms and her prettiest head band that she knows will match jina’s favourite one. hopefully, jina’s mum will like her enough to invite her again, and she can have another playdate with jina, maybe even as soon as tomorrow! that thought gives her an extra bounce in her step, and she reaches jina’s doorstep right on time.
jiyi’s just tall enough to reach the doorbell on her tiptoes, and she presses the bell once before scuttling quickly to the front of the gate so jina will be able to see her. she bounces up and down on her heels, waiting for her best friend to answer the door.
she can’t wait!
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ALL THE TEXTS (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 06:45 › WHY DIDN’T YOU WAKE ME UP FOR PDX ASSHOLE⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 06:45 › ISTG IF I FIND OUT DONGPYO GOT ELIMINATED AND YOU DIDN’T TELL ME YOUR HEAD IS MINE 곽준수
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:00 › 야 !!!!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY MONSTA X ALBUM YOU HEADASS !!!1!⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:02 › you better fucking run 곽준수 when i find you YOUR HANDS ARE CUT OFF⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:02 › istg junsu you’re such 똥 손 🙄⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:02 › ㅗㅗ !!! ㅗㅗ !!! ㅗㅗ !!!
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:02 › i love my hair⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:03 › it’s so fkcn shiny⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:05 › pls lsafove my hair 2 junkso
a vague text
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:01 › please don’t hate me too
● a worried text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 3 ) OUTGOING CALL › 💩손IDIOT. › VOICEMAIL.
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:00 › if you don’t answer the phone right now istg junsu⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:05 › i’m not worried⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 17:06 › i just don’t want to be blamed for the dead body that comes up from the pond near our place
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:01 › i’m so fuckin sore, i’m never letting you do that to me ever again⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:10 › ….⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:11 › junsu⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 00:15 › it’s your fault you texted me right at this moment
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 15:27 › i’d agree with you if that wasn’t just the dumbest thing you ever said
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:10 › you know sometimes i still think about when we were kids and you said you wished @mmjiyi was your sister instead of me⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:10 › it’s so stupid because you were so young and probably didn’t mean it⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:11 › but it fucking hurt so much junsu⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:12 › she left because she didn’t give a SHIT about me, junsu why can’t you understand that ⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:12 › and the fact that you said that afterwards, it just made me think you don’t care about me either⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:13 › it’s not true, it’s not true, it’s not true⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:13 › i know it isn’t⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:13 › but what if it is⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:18 › everyone hates me and i want to change i want to change so fucking much but i can’t i can’t do it⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:19 › it’s too late everyone hates me and they’ll continue hating me⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:30 › you hate me too, right?⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:50 › i’m fucking crying in my room don’t fucking come in here⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 24:51 › i don’t want to see you right now ok.
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 06:30 › forget all the texts i sent last night⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 06:31 › it was stupid
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 18:28 › when in doubt, say it with me: fuck you too
● a desperate text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 19:59 › 야 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 20:00 › where the fuck are you !!!!⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 20:05 › kwak ji dam is coming home and i’m the only one here⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 20:06 › I AM NOT GOING TO BE ALONE WITH HER⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 20:08 › YOU BETTER COME THE FUCK HOME RIGHT NOW IF YOU STILL WANT TO LIVE YOU JERK
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 12:05 › waterboy?
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 💩손IDIOT. › 15:56 › fuck off junsu, you didn’t have the fucking right
text me up real good pls n thx 😘
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:10 › do you think you’ll need plastic surgery for last night?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:13 › you know if your face wasn’t so close to my hand, it wouldn’t have hurt.⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:15 › i’m not apologizing, i’m just acknowledging i was wrong.
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 16:43 › i’m not mad⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 16:45 › you’re just getting on my last nerve with all this pro-kwak ji dam bullshit
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:59 › 언니 …….⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 00:01 › arne’t yon scared of turniNg into kwak ji dam?
● a vague text
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:59 › you make me sick
● a worried text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:00 › hey?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:10 › no one has heard from you⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:11 › please, at least call jungmi 언니 or junsu !⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:13 › i don’t know what you’re so sad about we all know kwak ji dam is like this⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:14 › i get you love her but she’s an asshole⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:16 › where are you?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:17 › we’re all worried, 언니
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:03 › you should have heard the sound it made when i slapped her face! it literally stopped the whole party⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:04 › why would i regret it? it was absolutely AMAZING⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:06 › you should have seen the look on her face⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:07 › it was priceless⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:10 › …
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:22 › … i’m still not apologizing.
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 17:48 › wow, thanks kwak ji dam 2.0, you say that as if i didn’t already know that!
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › you know when i was little i used to think that you were purposely trying to steal all of kwak ji dam’s attention and it wasn’t fair at all⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i hated you a lot for it⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i still think that but i don’t hate you⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › well, not as much, anyways⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › you’re still annoying af trying to be like her, you know that right?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i love you but if you keep acting like this ….
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › are you really going to side with her for the rest of your life?
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 10:48 › why don’t you just crawl inside her ass? you’re already halfway in there!
● a desperate text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 15 ) OUTGOING CALL › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › VOICEMAIL.
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:35 › PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE JIEUN 언니⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:36 › i know we don’t see eye to eye but … you really scared me, 언니
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 22:09 › congrats, you’re one step closer to being kwak ji dam’s bitch
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 14:18 › what do you want? a reward for being kwak ji dam’s Perfect daughter?
♔ ♠ ☏ ☠ ✘ (( 👀i'm late to the party but i couldn't resist ))
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 18:46 › OKAY 언니 I GAVE YOU THE DRESS TO WEAR NOT TO PUKE ON⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 18:46 › the dry cleaner place you went to is horrible⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 18:50 › HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO COUTURE
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:01 › 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 !!!!⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:01 › i pnked on yoda⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:02 › ffs⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:02 › darth vader is aFTER ME
a vague text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:18 › fuck world peace
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 21:32 › learning to puke your brains out does wonders on my self esteem
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › ☢️DISASTER언니☢️. › 00:54 › will you ever tire of one night fuck ups?
COLLISION
the act of two oppositions striking violently against another. see also: jina and @mmjihye, mid-afternoon, cheong ryeong common room; wits end.
𝐊𝐖𝐀𝐊 𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍’𝐓 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆:
a normal day, sure. that’s to be expected.
she figures from the start, that the day will go on as normal, or as close to it as possible. because what was ‘normal’, these days, wasn’t really normal (not when each day is faced with treacherous expectations set by the infamy that came with being one of the numerous spawn of the kwak jidam) by definition. so, the day spins out from dawn, slowly. it goes and goes and she pays no attention to the warning signs in plain sight, of the whispers that linger and hinder, she blocks them all out. for jina wasn’t one to read too into things, anyways.
she sees the hours come to a close, and the way the afternoon bleeds into her day.
and soon, the lunch hour ends uneventfully. the minutes tick on by; slow, casual steps are made as she strolls from where she and hana had taken their afternoon meal, where they part ways and back. a premeditated task lurking in the back of her mind, busy as always, pre-occupied all the same as she takes the route back towards the cheong ryeong common rooms. it’s a short walk, with faint remembrance of where she had left her books at the forefront of her mind, expecting the stack of literature to be right where she had left it.
again, jina wasn’t sure what she was expecting:
her books piled high atop one of the dozen side tables loitered about, yes.
but surely, not this.
not kwak jihye --kwak fucking jihye-- kwak, her fucking sister, leave-without-a-fucking-heads-up jihye and her god-forsaken face lounging about like it was the most natural thing to be. acting as if her ass hadn’t just gone awol for the last year, gone without a trace, pulling one of the most horrendous and disappointing houdini-disappearing acts known to mankind.
no, jina hadn’t expected this at all.
which was why, she blinks twice for good measure. three times to make sure and a fourth to keep the gigantic vein from bulging out of her temple. fingers gingerly prying said books from where she had left them, collecting them carefully and finely into her arms; taking careful, determined steps further into the room. fingers brace the spines of the books before she stops short of where her sister lay.
and without notice, she drops them, quite aggressively into the mahogany table by their feet. teeth tightening over her smile as she stares at her sister, head-on, words barely spit through grinding molars. “what the fuck are you doing here?” no i miss yous, no familiarity-filled, unnie!, no nothing --except pure, raw hostility and perhaps, a dash of well-warranted anger.
⁺ 𝐖𝐈𝐙𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌 @jina5 .
jina calls her instagram a glorified photobook of ‘candids’, exclusively utilizing the ‘candid’ aesthetic whereas most, if not all, the pictures are more ‘posed’ rather than in the moment or actually candid. she rarely takes or posts selfies, and almost always either has someone taking the picture for her or is behind the camera, herself. half the pics are taken with a film camera while the other half are by her phone, using a ‘film’ filter to give it that aesthetic. apparently the only perk (that she happily exploits) of having a maesoba-loved mother is that her follower count is a lot higher than it realistically should be.
arin ＊*•✩•*˚ the fifth season (ssfwl) stages
If the moon smiled, she would resemble you. You leave the same impression Of something beautiful, but annihilating.
— Sylvia Plath, from The Rival
she grew up so beautifully 😫 😫
⁺ EYES ON ME LIKE I’M A 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐙𝐄, BUT YOU BETTER RECOGNIZE, I’M NOT YOUR 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 ⧆
all txts that apply thank u
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 05:43 › 죽을래?
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › WHO DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › 변태 새끼! ⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › IF YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST USE MY 언니 AND GET AWAY WITH IT⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › better fucking think again⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › sleep with both eyes open⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 20:18 › 개새끼야!
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 02:01 › yjuo betder wash your fuckinads kneees!!!!⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 02:10 › by tomroow THES’RE GOWNE
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 12:46 › i’m going to tell him to fuck off⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 12:49 › o ….⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 12:50 › fuck off 개새끼
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 03:02 › nice to know your face is good for something⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 03:03 › target practice
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 16:27 › congratulations 좆 🥳⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 16:27 › didn’t know how useless someone could be until i saw you at student council⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 16:27 › you’ll never live up to @mmhyejin 선배님 greatness
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫대일 씹새끼🚫. › 23:01 › you didn’t deserve her at all
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