why does burn out hit right before my period ? everything pisses me off. my stomach hurts. cramps goes all the way to my thighs and back. i do not want to do this anymore. gonna sob again. bye.
omg how are youuu, its been so longgg :(((
ikrrr !! i’m good !! how are you ml?
2.45 am - had such a cozy study session after a whole day of melt downs
anyways - off to bed
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
17 march 2025
okay so my plans to sleep early last night ? a complete fail. i fell asleep at 6 am (wth ???) and woke up at 10, exhausted (no shit girl what did you think) but exams won’t wait just cus you’re tired soooooo
to do list :
revise complete biology (again? yes.)
sexual reproduction in flowering plants
human reproduction
reproductive health
principles of inheritance and variation
molecular basis of inheritance
evolution
human health and diseases
microbes in human welfare
biotech 1
biotech 2
organisms and populations
ecosystem
biodiversity
i’m done with around 4 chapters (sounds like v little but my day just started technically so eh it’s okay) gonna be another long night and i’m trying not to have too much coffee cuz i can feel the fainting bouts sorta coming back (why god why)
it’s honestly a tradition for me to get sick during exams (but why this one, i was so excited for it) anyways i’m gonna load up on orsl cus fainting lowk unproductive
also no desk pics today cuz it’s getting really repetitive 😭 but yummy sky <3
anyways i’m gonna get back to studying 🍓
have a nice day my loves <3
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long time no see :)
took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.
so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.
so welcome back. 🌸
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You go to christ junior college, don't you?
yes and ? 😭 if this is another one of the things you decide to creep me out with - my id card is always on my desk and in most of my photos that i post on this app and on my insta- do better babes 💋
See this graph eh ? It's my dopamine levels crashing ahehe over the years. Crashing harder than the stock market during the great depression. *Puts gun in mouth*
definitely gonna clear up non study related posts after neet 😭 i’m just gonna keep ranting here until the exam tho xx
eye ✋
i tried to cover the eyebags 😔 also why do i look so tanned 😭
botany se zyada physics me aa rhe hai bc
ill find a new place to be from :)🧿neet 2025, what a fucking joke.
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