long time no see :)
took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.
so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.
so welcome back. 🌸
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guys my skin is peeling off like a snake shed 😭 and there’s rashes all over wtf is happening
26 february 2025
good morning <3
alright i got some good sleep and hydrated myself a lot and i feel much better so let’s get back on track ahh, ive wasted too much time being sick, hopefully that doesn’t happen again until my exams end
anyways,
today’s todo list :
determinants
continuity and differenciability
differential equations
applications of derivatives
hindi - read 4 chapters
modern physics - revise + questions
i really need to get done with my boards portions 😭😭 hopefully i finish it all today
also tryna take a day off coffee since excessive caffeine is known to cause low blood sugar, which might’ve been causing my fainting bouts but let’s see
5 days until my boards, so i’m really scared but it’s okay, we got this :)) (i think)
anyways, i’ll keep updating the post to keep track of how much i’ve done hehe
have a nice day loves <33
4 pm update - i finished determinants and started differentiation, im definitely gonna finish this list today (motivation burst idk how) but i do like differentiation more than integration so that’ll help me get through this 🥲 but yayyyyy at least im down one chapter
8.30 pm update - almost done with differentiation, this is kinda fun yall
12 am update - why is this chapter so long omg, but i finally finished continuity and differenciability 😭😭 now moving onto others, they’re much shorter in comparison so i think that’s good
sometime later update - i realised i did more than just one chapter cus of the way our teacher teaches so yay, im done with math. now some hindi reading (my eyes are closing cus i’ve been off coffee)
4 april 2025
hiiii <3 okay so i had to go out today to verify documents for another competitive exam - had to visit both my schools so it took some time cus i ran into friends 💀 as a yapper- well it took me five hours to finish 2 hours of work but i feel refreshed and im gonna finish 11th physics today for sure, no matter how late it gets.
alsooo went to my fav cafe and got coffee ehehehhe 🤞🏼
i love leaving lipstick stains 💋
anyway - let’s get back to grinding 🌸
have a lovely day
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living up to this post with the rot part
fantasising post neet activities but in reality i’m going to rot for three months straight.
hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola, george hickenlooper, fax bahr
i love hating sm i wish i could post my insta stories here too :(
“trust your gut” my gut wants alcohol at 7 in the morning what’s your point ?
i know it is a tough time , all dots connect later on , please take care right now
thank you <3
ill find a new place to be from :)🧿neet 2025, what a fucking joke.
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