D-day.

if i see one more “crack neet in 15 days” video on my feed im going to crack my skull open 🙏🏾

HELLOOOO 💌

i’m a neet aspirant (2025) in her 12th grade, i kinda wasted my 11th and didn’t quite focus on neet prep so now im tryna catch up. 🎀

i made this blog to help me hold myself accountable and document my journey in the last few months of prep before my exam + rant about life 🧸

i chose medicals since i love science and i aspire to be a genetic scientist someday but let’s see how that goes. 🧬

interests / hobbies : reading - i love classicals and books related to science 🌸 art - i draw and paint (watercolours) 🌸 writing - i like to write poetry and snippets 🌸 im also a major coffee enthusiast and cannot function without it anymore 🌸 i play football too (state level) and i like running a lot (away from my problems) 🌸 i also love learning about space (im weak at math so i only stick to knowing fun facts) 🌸 and have a keen interest in marine biology 🌸 i do like learning new languages (i’ve learned german, french, korean and japanese but i’ve forgotten most of them because i stopped practicing them) 🌸 i also love watching medical shows and animes. 🌸

goals : to be extremely educated 🌼 learn a shit ton of languages 🌼 and mainly to get a medical seat in my first attempt 🌼 to read a million books 🌼

i try to post my to-do list everyday with constant updates and you’ll see a lot of ranting, cribbing, crying.

exams : jee mains (jan shift), cet, viteee, mahe-met and neet (for now) 🎀

anyways, i’m hoping to make friends with similar interests and passion <3 here’s to making new friends and a life of learning ahead 💌

i thought i’d study more but my brain is gonna turn to mush

i have 12 hour lectures from tomorrow onwards to revise my entire syllabus, i hope i make it through them.

i was supposed to revise what will be done tomorrow but my brain genuienly cannot comprehend any more information and i’m so scared this isn’t enough, looking at my friends preparing.

i’m thinking of getting some good amount of sleep tonight so i can make it through the next 10 days of grinding.

i’m so cooked.

10 april 2025

super exhausted- did mechanics.

all this studying is super draining and i don’t even have the energy to yap anymore

hope y’all had a good day

💌

No cuz I thought I was the shit.

i am not spiralling, i am just following a suspiciously curved path 🤡

12 february 2025

sooooooo

i’m sick again, i’ve been fainting a lot and i have a bad throat so i couldn’t get much done 🫠 i’ve just been sleeping or fainting all day, but in the time i had between those two activities, i did study :

electromagnetic waves for boards

atoms for boards

nuclei for boards

dual nature of matter and radiation for boards

150 questions of human health and diseases

other than that, i got some orsl to help me get through the fainting bouts but nothing more than this for my day 🫠 i really need to get back on track, im quite disappointed with this week.

just another day of waking up to construction noise and internal screams of panic

ABSOLUTELY LOVE BANGALORE WEATHER AHHHHH <33333

it’s been raining everyday from morning to evening so at around 6-7, it’s the most pleasant weather ever with cold breezes <3