I Thought I’d Study More But My Brain Is Gonna Turn To Mush

“Hang painting here?” what if I hang myself

21 may 2025

hey loves, it’s been long since this kind of a post :) it’s been such a cute day today <3 my lec’s normally start at 9 am but i skip my first lec cuz im not a morning person and my brain genuinely doesn’t work in the morning and i’m not tryna work against it so i just work later into the night but make sure to get shit done :)

anyways - i watched my physical chem lec 1 (recorded) and botany lec 2 (on cell - live) - this went on until 3 pm - then took a long ahh break until 6 ✋ and went on a really cozy 2 hour walk around the neighbourhood and got my mum some flowers 🌸 came home, washed my hair at around 9 and i do feel pretty sleepy rn so i made a small cup of instant coffee with extremely little coffee cus i need to do my zoology lec 1 (i have lec 2 tmr so i don’t want the backlog to pile up)

anyway- really cozy day since it’s been raining throughout the night and into the days so the evenings have gotten really cold and pleasant and i function a lot better and am more productive in general when it’s cold so yippieeeeee <3

i’m having so much fun studying all this now, makes me realise how much i truly do love the subjects, it was just the exam stress and repetitive schedule that made it seem so nauseous. anyway - i’m doing my best to take it slow and breathe a little more to avoid burn out <3

i hope you all had a lovely day too 🌸

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Btw do u have a cat (bc of your username)

no acc :( i wish i did tho !! my mom wont let me get a cat but when i move out, i def will !! 😔 regardless - there is a street cat that’s around my home a lot so i play with it and literally any cat i see, i play with

back pain.

late night biology cram session (finals ver.) 🧬

got some matcha 🍯🍵

2 days left or 1 year 2 days left ? guess we’ll find out soon

d-day.

i love my mutuals sm :( i hope you have the sweetest days ever

made mummy a mothers day art piece <3 i’ll post it tmr cuz i forgot to take pics and already packed it 😭

5 april 2025

okayyy so last night- i might’ve made my coffee when i was super sleepy and accidentally put like five spoons of coffee into my drink and couldn’t sleep well last night and had to go out today morning so i came back and crashed but now - time to lock in.

ok byeeee

have a lovely day 🌸

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also i’ve been avoiding posting my desk cuz it’s too repetitive and monotonous ;( we’ll get back to it soon.