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Within your world, you decide whether the rain falls, the wind blows, or the sun shines.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

Hope

Watching the sunrise while I chase away the gossamer of the dreams from the night.

Sipping tea and chasing the time to sunset I hope

Hope a word that makes you do the impossible.

Hope a word that gives you the courage and crushes you.

Hope a blessing to the world as well as a curse.

I hope and hope and hope.

I hope the time slows down

I hope the world brightens up

I hope to see flowers bloom on my balcony

I hope to chase the small bits of happiness with my calloused hands.

I hope to dream of the oceans and the streets far away

Because that is the only thing I can do

As I fall into the depths of my slumber tonight

I hope to see you.

He left and it fucked me up.

Spilled ink

Her dark hair is falling over her naked shoulder and nape.

Spilling all over the white linen sheets like a writers mistake.

Rough edges

I'm made of rough edges.

Made from torn pages and scribbled papers

Made from broken glass glued together

I'm made up of things.

I'm built on the stones thrown at me

My garden is watered by my tears and blood.

So the next time you say that I've had it easy.

Remember this human is built back from scratch.

Things weren't handed to me.

I missed you today. I wish that you are happy now. I just want you to know that those moments that I spent with were like beautiful mundane fairy tale. It was happy but I was always afraid that it was going to end. And your little story did finish when you left without uttering a single word. I was lost and kept on wondering what was my fault. But its okay. I'm glad that you happened to me. You taught me to love.

Thank you

chaotic: amazing music taste, probably good with technology, doesn’t bond with professors, has few close friends but lots of acquaintances, parties a lot, never focused (but when they are they’re really productive), really bad at reading people, cram sessions, bad sleep schedule

Hey there..

I tried numerous ways to get your attention..

but to no avail..

I waited and waited my eyes searching for yours..

but to no avail..

I made a fool of myself for you..

All for you..

Yet..

Why am I the one on the hurting side...

Why am I the only one on the losing side...

Why should it end this way...

Everytime... everytime..

My favourite places now have your scent..

My melody now forgotten... I hear only your name..

Can you help me out of this mess.. can you save me from my ruined palace.?

Can you take my hand and lie that it'll be okay..?

Can you give me your fake promises once again..?

Because this heart is fragile now.. it can't bear the same loss once again..

So darling stay.. stay

Stay till I go to sleep again

Stay stay stay till I find the courage to cry again.

Please stay.

Me irl