He Left And It Fucked Me Up.

Whale Shark Gliding Through Bioluminiscent Algae _ Mike Nulty

Hey there..

I tried numerous ways to get your attention..

but to no avail..

I waited and waited my eyes searching for yours..

but to no avail..

I made a fool of myself for you..

All for you..

Yet..

Why am I the one on the hurting side...

Why am I the only one on the losing side...

Why should it end this way...

Everytime... everytime..

My favourite places now have your scent..

My melody now forgotten... I hear only your name..

Can you help me out of this mess.. can you save me from my ruined palace.?

Can you take my hand and lie that it'll be okay..?

Can you give me your fake promises once again..?

Because this heart is fragile now.. it can't bear the same loss once again..

So darling stay.. stay

Stay till I go to sleep again

Stay stay stay till I find the courage to cry again.

Please stay.

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“He looks the most beautiful long past midnight when I am seated at the throne of his lap and our skin touches like lovers do. He arches his neck back and loops his lips into a silent shout to the heavens as he collapses under me. I tell him that he looks as though he has seen god. His chest shudders with his breath as he moans to the ceiling I have seen you.”

— INTIMACY

Songs that make my mind travel

Most of these songs don’t really talk about traveling, but they remind me of travel because I would listen to them on the plane or on the bus, because I associate them in a certain place, because I discovered them on the road, or because I associate them with a travel movie. So here are my favorite travel songs :)

Wait - M83

Midnight city - M83 (I’ve been jamming to this song on buses for months)

The lonesome boatman -  Dropkick Murphys (my favorite song for hiking)

Especially me - Low (the best song to listen to when you’re trying to fall asleep on a night bus)

Home - Passenger 

Der einsame Hirte - Leo Rojas (this is the song I woke up to every day while I was in Peru, so I can say that I know this song pretty well ^^)

El condor pasa - Simon & Garfunkel 

Come together - Aerosmith (I discovered this song at a concert in Uruguay, there are many versions of it and now it’s my “Uruguay song”)

Leaving tomorrow - Bastian Baker 

Hotel California - Eagles 

Long nights - Eddie Vedder

Hard sun - Eddie Vedder

Guaranteed - Eddie Vedder 

Dream - Imagine dragons 

Song for a dream - Indochine 

J’t’enmène au vent - Louise Attaque (this song is special to me because this is the song we would listen to all the time in the family car when I was a kid and we went on holidays)

Ch’Uwa Yaku Kawsaypuni - Luzmila Carpio 

Porque te vas - Los Pukas (to be honest, I don’t like this song that much but I heard it in EVERY bus I’ve took in Peru so now I feel very nostalgic every time I listen to it)

Schengen - Rafaël 

150 ans - Rafaël 

Desert rose - Sting 

Like gold - Vance Joy 

Conquest of spaces - Woodkid 

Step out - Jose Gonzalez

Into the sun - Sons of the East 

““Do you ever wonder why mortals seek love so fervently?” asks Hermes, filling his goblet with more of Dionysus’ best wine. Dionysus is thinking of Ariadne again as he smiles sadly, “They walk through life only two steps ahead of death. Imagine what it must be like to know you are finite. You would constantly seek the beauty of love too, if you knew you were doomed. If you knew how your book ends, wouldn’t you want to fill it with beautiful things like love, too?””

— Nikita Gill, Excerpts from Maidens, Myths and Monsters

Something new

It's been a year now,

I bow you a goodbye and turn around

I'm not going to lie that I don't miss you anymore

But, that is just something I've got to live with.

I take my steps towards something new.

I can still feel your blessings from afar

Something new that doesn't include you

Something new that you can't see or talk about anymore

That something new is hollow without you now

But that's just something I have got to live with.

I wish you were here for my something new