Chaotic: Amazing Music Taste, Probably Good With Technology, Doesn’t Bond With Professors, Has Few

The night creeps slowly just like the wines of the grapes. It bares it's claws and I try to run. Unaware that it's a dead end.

GODDAMMIT WHY CAN I NOT JUST FALL IN LOVE AND STUDY WITH YOU IN A SUNLIT CORNER OF THE CAMPUS LIBRARY WHY CAN I NOT BUY U COFFEE WHY CAN I NOT PEPPER UR FACE IN KISSES WHY CAN WE NOT GAZE AT THE STARS AND TELL THE MOON SHE’S PRETTY WHAT THE FUCK

That's so true

Confidence

I borrow confidence from others,

On empty promises of returning,

I spend it without care,

Only to come back and ask for more..

Some days I try to steal,

Some days again on empty words I borrow.

I get my high and never return.

But I borrow confidence from others.

Old times

You dieded

“Every time you say her beauty is only beauty because she is broken, her mournful is her pretty, how the right man will fix her, she bares her teeth. She summons Athena from the marrow of her bones, she calls upon Artemis and her wolves to sharpen her claws, she brings out Nemesis in her eyes, a determination so powerful it could turn the sky storm black, and then she looks at you and asks, “Do you really think I need a man to fix me when the Goddesses have my back?””

— Nikita Gill, If You Romanticise My Broken, My Broken Will Bite Back.

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Did I do something wrong to deserve this silence...? Did I do anything to hurt you in any way that you've decided to bestow upon me this silence..

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“He looks the most beautiful long past midnight when I am seated at the throne of his lap and our skin touches like lovers do. He arches his neck back and loops his lips into a silent shout to the heavens as he collapses under me. I tell him that he looks as though he has seen god. His chest shudders with his breath as he moans to the ceiling I have seen you.”

— INTIMACY