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“Yes, that’s what I’m wondering why you’re here after what happened.” He also remained eye contact with him tilting his head slightly wondering if he was plotting anything. “I think maybe you felt something during our little choreography run through. That’s what it is isn’t it??” He questioned just wanting to make sure he’s on the same page as him. He could tell the other was questioning something but he wasn’t sure what. He wondered if he felt something for him.

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now that he was face to face with the other male now that there was no one else that could distract them from focusing on the matter at hand. he doesn’t even know what to say to them because he clearly was just as lost if not even much more lost than they were at this very moment because if he were to truly to say to them what was on their mind right now he was unsure of what they’d say to him let alone how they’d even react since as far as their current relationship was with each other it was very much strained they had practically hated each other and saw each other more as competition than as friends if you could even call them that at this point really. and yeah   !   sure they had been friends or at least they were on friendly terms still when they were in school together especially at the start of knowing each other back then but the more   &   more pressure and dread they both felt or at least that was what he was thinking at that time to succeed and make a name for himself outside of his already well known and well connected family with both of his parents equally pushing him to do more   ,   be something much more bigger than they ever were in this world he freely to distance himself from them and over time saw them as an equal but more of a rival if that even made any sense in anyone else’s mind other than his but with them now graduated and working through their way in this world something inside of him that he had for the longest time had been suppressing for reasons that he himself not say out loud even to himself but then again with that moment that had happened between them had somehow someway sparked something inside of him and just like he was on autopilot he’d rushed over after he had gotten himself changed into their trailer unannounced ready maybe   ?   to confess what he had been feeling for the other male all this time gulping down the thick saliva that was already forming within his throat clearing it before he actually began to speak  “   alright   !   but please don’t say this to anyone else.  ”  he said with pleading eyes already battling with himself that he was about to let loose his darkest secret to them he was just hoping that whatever the outcome that it would all turn out all good at the end taking in a deep breath closing both of his eyes very briefly in order to calm himself down mainly before he spoke up again  “   if i were to be honest YES i did.   ”  he added silently praying that their next words or actions for that matter would not be so harsh on him for feeling this way towards them at this time.  

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1 year ago

open to : m or f .

Open To : M Or F .

despite only being together for a couple of months there was no way that he could ever leave them. even if he wanted to which neither one of them did want to in the first place due in fact that through the course that short span of time dating each other they had slowly , but surely gotten obsessed over one another that there was no one in this world that could and would have them no matter what that no matter how toxic or abusive their relationship might have been both past and present they were never in a million years ever leave each other why even would they ? especially knowing that they were all that they needed in this life as they could easily cut off contact with friends and family without a single notice and be with each other. well it was while they were at a party for a mutual friend of theirs that the dark side of their relationship did FINALLY come into light plain for everyone to see as they had made their way through the party greeting the people that they knew as they did with ares only really staying by the sidelines keeping his clear distance from everyone knowing how they were so possessive of each other especially in social situations like this only giving the occasional nod here & there to other people in order not to provoke those jealous tendencies of each others now ! well with that being said though they didn't heed their own advice it seems as from the corner of his eyes he notice them standing and talking to someone a little too close for his liking instantly seeing red as he pushed his way through the crowd before reaching his intended target grabbing them by collar of their shirt roughly baring his fangs “ just what do you think you're doing with what's mine buddy ? ”


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1 year ago

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Minjae smiled and snuggled into him once more just a moment. He had missed him so much as he felt bad for being so busy. “That’s good I will be sure to pamper you quite well then.” He teased him for a bit and brought the food over for both of them to enjoy. “If you could get your schedules cancelled then you could stay over then right? I would really love for that to happen. Sounds good to me.. We could have a little self care day together.”

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today couldn’t have gone any better as he’d almost expected for things to be the complete opposite of what it is now. that they’d just outright reject him and maybe even worst comes to worst break up with him which was something that he took into consideration once he’d set foot into their apartment   ,   it was good though that he was saved from that heart break and that they were finally going to mend one another and become what they were in the past HAPPY without a really care in the world expect for themselves he honestly couldn’t wait for what would be instore for them as a couple again as previously stated he’d already ran so many different scenarios in his head before coming over to their place and this one was the best one he could have hoped for and his only goal now was to make sure that this very moment were to last as long as he could push it for especially since he’d already missed the other male so very much and had longed to be in their arms again like this. wrapping his arms around them tightly removing any sort of space between the two of them at this point wanting to remain as close as possible with his boyfriend hoping by the end of their night together that he’d end up smelling like their cologne he could only really smile even more brightly than before as he nodded his head in order to affirm their previous words he always liked being pampered especially after a very long day streaming etc but he was still willing to do the same for minjae if they really wanted to as well  “  yes   !   of course i’d love for that i’ll be calling my manager about it once we’re done eating here   ”  he said letting out a soft chuckle in response he honestly couldn’t wait for this small little pamper day they were going to have tonight  ───  then again as previously mentioned he would look forward to spending any sort of night alone together with his boyfriend no matter what the reason or occasion might be between them he was happy to be around them again and on the mend of going back to the way they used to be especially at the very start of their relationship where they could barely keep their hands to themselves  “  sounds good what exactly did you have in mind we do together then   ?   i could give you a back rub maybe   ?   ” he added teasing them playfully before falling to a pit of laughter before picking some of the food with his chopsticks in order to feed them some.     


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1 year ago

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╰    @unbaciio

his world had crumbled at this feet once he'd heard those painful words come out of their mouth. even if he knew that deep down they had meant those words completely , not hiding any sort of pretenses behind them that there was no way that kiyoung could just as easily move on from up until now was a still a very fresh even open wound upon finding out that the boyfriend he'd loved for many years was cheating on him and yes ! they had both made great strides towards their shared goal of moving on and putting what had happened in the past those very thoughts still had very much lingered at the back of his mind even now when they should be sharing his happy moment together for once in a very long time and as much he hated to admit it and as much as he hated to lose adrian ─── he was right that would so much better for them to part ways for now and silently work on things their own little ways with the thoughts of loosing his boyfriend a second time had only served to break him down even more than the initial news of finding out about the cheating ever did he honestly was already such a MESS inside not really able to trust not even himself , let alone the other people in his life he was already in shock from hearing those words coming out of their mouth that at first he didn't seem to react to their words instantly dropping the smile from his face and avoiding any and all eye contact with them before he'd finally spoken up “ you're right i understand. ” he said wrapping his arms around them one last time in return leaning in close to their body wanting to savior their warmth for the last time “ but please can we still sleep together in bed i just feel so scared without you. ” he added looking up at them fighting back the tears already welling up in his eyes.


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1 year ago

he remained mainly unfaced by their words fully being made aware now that if he was truly unhappy with his end of the bargain he could have easily killed them on the spot even if choose to. but with the lifetime his faced of nothing but blood and violence from even when he was still a kid with his father running his own kind of crime empire that he had now taken over some quite sometime after his father's passing he didn't want to spill anymore innocent blood when he didn't need to which he didn't need have to at this time thinking that there would some other way that he could use the other male any other way really ? other than having to led them like a lamb to slaughter as if it wasn't obviously now at this point that he didn't want to keep the other around with him as they'd be too much a burden to feed and keep alive and with the fact still fresh in his mind that he'd been cheated out of something that was supposed to rightfully his in the first place by their previous owner he could find some sort of use for them somehow even if it meant having to use them for own pleasure which was clearly not yet off of the table at this point of time he just have to wait and see really. all he could was let out a soft sigh in response to their words but still not breaking eye contact with them before he choose to speak again “ i didn't expect this much talk back from my latest pet but that can be easily worked on. ” he said with a slight smirk gracing his features already thinking up of the ways he could easily make his money back with them and then some but it were not to work in the end for him he could always USE him to his heart's desires motioning to the guard within the room with them at this time to pick up the other male and bring him to their new quarters and get them ready for tonight. “ get him out of my sight. ”

"Do You Think I Want To Be Here Anymore Than You Want Me Here?" He Doesn't Care When The Shirt Collar

"Do you think I want to be here anymore than you want me here?" He doesn't care when the shirt collar is grabbed, his hands at his side. Skipper sighs heavily. "Should have just killed me if you didn't want me, no one's going to look for a dead man anyway." He straightens his shirt once the other lets go. "Though, understood."


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1 year ago

more threads for my female & nb muses pls ? *pleading*


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1 year ago
He'd Always Longed For A Fresh Start In Life Especially After The Day He'd Been Turned. With Having No

he'd always longed for a fresh start in life especially after the day he'd been turned. with having no longer anymore contact with his family being much too afraid to get back into contact with them after what had happened wanting to save them from the monster he had become against his own will and after quite sometime of living in the shadow he'd only now step out and regain back the life he used to live with one way of doing that within his own mind was to finally get a place of his own and start attending classes again and yeah ! sure the current place he was living at was not the very best , but it was still best he could afford at this time in his young life while still attending the nearby college and a working a part time job on the weekends he still obviously wanted to make the best out of an already bad situation for him. and plus it wasn't like any really exciting happened around there anyways which was a good thing for him in this case valuing more than anything his own peace & quiet that was until he heard the loud cluttering of glass right outside when he was studying one day rushing outside to see what had happened only to find a beautiful girl having dropped their things going over to help them. “ oh ! miss are you ok ? do you need any HELP with those boxes ? ” he asked flashing a rather toothy grin at them.

open to: anyone! ch: sailor kwog. ( pinterest in source ) plot: sailor just moved in to your muses apartment building. while carrying things to her apartment, she drops her large box of crystals and your muse is like ??? crystals??????

Open To: Anyone! Ch: Sailor Kwog. ( Pinterest In Source ) Plot: Sailor Just Moved In To Your Muses Apartment

"GOD DAMN IT!" Sailor shouts in the stairway, crystals now rolling down a few steps onto the floor and hitting the wall. A loud billow of frustrated air comes from deep in her chest. Some of them had shattered into a few splinters, others had cracked in half. The dark dressed girl sits down on a stair, completely defeated hearing footsteps coming towards the stairwell.


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1 year ago

hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)

❛  i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜

❛  we were born sick. ❜

❛  the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜

❛  i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜

❛  good god, let me give you my life. ❜

❛  there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜

❛  it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜

❛  no more alone or myself i could be. ❜

❛  [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜

❛  i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜

❛  i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜

❛  i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜

❛  no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜

❛  [they/you] found me just in time. ❜

❛  cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜

❛  it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜

❛  we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜

❛  you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜

❛  would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜

❛  honey, there is no right way. ❜

❛  i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜

❛  there's an art to life's distractions. ❜

❛  love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜

❛  all i've ever done is hide. ❜

❛  when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜

❛  but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜

❛  it feels good to be alone with you. ❜

❛  there are questions i can't ask. ❜

❛  now, at last, the worst is over. ❜

❛  i know that you hate this place. ❜

❛  there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜

❛  there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜

❛  innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜

❛  there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜

❛  we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜

❛  i'd be home with you. ❜

❛  any way to distract and sedate. ❜

❛  i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜

❛  don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜

❛  don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜

❛  i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜

❛  [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜

❛  no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜

❛  you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜

❛  [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜

❛  if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜

❛  why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜

❛  i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜

❛  just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜

❛  i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜

❛  i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜

❛  you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜

❛  i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜

❛  you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜

❛  don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜

❛  it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜

❛  i'll find my way back to you. ❜

❛  my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜

❛  screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜

❛  i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜

❛  all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜

❛  it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜

❛  your fight and fury is fiery. ❜

❛  it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜

❛  you called my name til the fever broke. ❜

❛  i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜

❛  i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜

❛  i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜

❛  when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜

❛  don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜

❛  you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜

❛  after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜

❛  please, try to love me. ❜

❛  my love will never die. ❜


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1 year ago

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