BLUE  HOUR  (jp. Version)  201221  —  YEONJUN

xseaofrosesx​:

Minjun nodded as he understood. “Don’t cry.. I promise to go as slow as you need me to go.” He reached out carefully wiping away his tears. He held Youngnam close to his chest letting him cry into his arms. He rubbed his back tracing small circles on his back trying his best to soothe him. He hummed softly and looked down at him. “Can I do anything for you to make you feel better??” He asked him not wanting him to feel guilty or scared. 

he just felt so very helpless in this situation often priding in himself that he would always have plan to get out of any sticky situation. but with what was happening now between the both of them was entirely unplanned as he obviously no intention in telling the older male just how truly felt about them and that he really wanted to take their relationship if you could even call it that at this point really to the next level thinking that now was not the right time for him to tell them as he was much too scared to face what they’d say about his sudden confession or how they would react to it as the last thing he wanted was for them to outright reject them or even worse comes to worse leave them because of this but yes   !   he still did have the plan to tell them about this when they were both ready enough in their relationship to go through it but now that after just one intense drunken night out together here he was crying his eyes out having already confessed how he truly felt about his bestfriend and though they had confessed in return that they had felt the same way about him and wanted to given being boyfriends of one another a try opting in to take things as slow as he needed it to be  ───  he just felt so much shame for forcing the other male into this situation without their prior consent as he had just practically dragged them into this mess on this lazy sunday afternoon where they should be just laying around nursing away their hangovers from the night prior here they both were coming to terms with the reality of what their relationship would and should be though he was still grateful towards minjun for being so warm   &   patient with him and despite everything they’ve both already gone through just today he had promised to be with youngnam through thick and thin no matter what at this point clinging on more tightly to the older male wanting to savor in their warmth as he slowly began to wipe away his remaining tears from his face before turning back towards them with a small smile already creeping onto his lips  “   thank you so very much minjun for understanding.   ”  he said planting a gentle little kiss onto their cheek  “   i’m just so sorry for being a crybaby today but maybe i can make it to you for all of the mess i’ve created today how about we have a movie night in and i can whip up some sort of feast for you how does that sound   ?   ”  he added letting out a cute little giggle in response brushing one of his free hands onto their cheek.      

levantcrs​:

“ares, i promise you i will be trying my best with us, i’ve fucking missed you more than i thought. don’t leave me again, ever.” yj says as he opens his arms, “come here.” 

“   i’ve been missing you like crazy too i’m just glad that we can together again like this i’m so sorry for acting the way i did earlier i just missed so much babe.   ”  he said wrapping his arms around them tightly.

on any other given day he'd never the type to be strict boss towards his employees and willingly enforce harsh punishments on them. that had always been his father as he could already hear him constantly reminding him to maintain the strict code of conduct at his company once he were to retire for good and he would FINALLY took over ownership of it and at the time he honestly had no intention to carry over that tradition within the company thinking that he never wanted to be just like his father , but in this situation he was shaping up just to be exactly like his father coupled that with his penchant of doing whatever his tiny little heart desired in this world no matter how dark that might entail his next upcoming victim and with the other male arriving to his office later than usual even if he didn't plan on this happening today as he'd already thought of another lame excuse he could pull up from deep within his own mind this was probably the best of both worlds for at this point so he obviously didn't want to squander his rare oppurtunity that he was currently faced with in order to satisfy his dark urges especially since he had been eyeing on getting morgan in his clutches from quite sometime now clearing his throat before he spoke again “ that is not a valid excuse for being late when i've called for you. ” he said making direct eye contact with the other male as he paused for dramatic effect wanting to keep them on their toes at this point before he continued on “ however since you're willing to admit you're at fault i'll give you a chance to beg for my forgiveness in this case so come here for a second. ” he added trailing off his words as motioned for them to come closer to his desk still maintaining direct eye contact with them as he waited for his words to be obeyed as the last thing he wanted was to waste his time when he could just as easily call over another employee to replace them and obey his every command.

"Sure." Morgan hadn't exactly meant to be late but traffic's a little bit annoying. Just trying to get some money in so he can finally get past this whole 'influencing is just a hobby' vibe. He takes a seat. "Apologies, traffic was bad. I accept any punishment you feel necessary for that."

hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)

❛  i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜

❛  we were born sick. ❜

❛  the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜

❛  i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜

❛  good god, let me give you my life. ❜

❛  there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜

❛  it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜

❛  no more alone or myself i could be. ❜

❛  [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜

❛  i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜

❛  i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜

❛  i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜

❛  no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜

❛  [they/you] found me just in time. ❜

❛  cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜

❛  it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜

❛  we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜

❛  you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜

❛  would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜

❛  honey, there is no right way. ❜

❛  i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜

❛  there's an art to life's distractions. ❜

❛  love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜

❛  all i've ever done is hide. ❜

❛  when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜

❛  but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜

❛  it feels good to be alone with you. ❜

❛  there are questions i can't ask. ❜

❛  now, at last, the worst is over. ❜

❛  i know that you hate this place. ❜

❛  there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜

❛  there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜

❛  innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜

❛  there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜

❛  we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜

❛  i'd be home with you. ❜

❛  any way to distract and sedate. ❜

❛  i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜

❛  don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜

❛  don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜

❛  i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜

❛  [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜

❛  no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜

❛  you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜

❛  [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜

❛  if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜

❛  why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜

❛  i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜

❛  just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜

❛  i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜

❛  i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜

❛  you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜

❛  i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜

❛  you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜

❛  don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜

❛  it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜

❛  i'll find my way back to you. ❜

❛  my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜

❛  screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜

❛  i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜

❛  all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜

❛  it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜

❛  your fight and fury is fiery. ❜

❛  it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜

❛  you called my name til the fever broke. ❜

❛  i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜

❛  i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜

❛  i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜

❛  when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜

❛  don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜

❛  you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜

❛  after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜

❛  please, try to love me. ❜

❛  my love will never die. ❜

╰    @midncghts

he always knew that it would difficult to getting into letting alone maintain a long distance relationship. but that notion wouldn't have stopped him as what exactly was he going to lose ? maybe have his heart broken if things didn't pan out as he'd hoped but that was beside that point since he did expect that already so after diving into the many different dating apps available out there and meeting a whole bunch of people that didn't really interest him on face value that is that was until he'd chanced upon the profile of jason and after getting to know each other through many months facetiming and phone calls they eventually ended up dating and yes ! of course it had been difficult at time living so very far from them at the time to not be able to hold them in his arms when he wanted to and vice versa but he still held out hope that they'd meet one day. and to his surprise that dream of his was to come true when he had heard from a mutual friend that the other male was to fly into his city for a couple of days that had obviously made him excited to FINALLY be able to see and hold his boyfriend in person , to finally hold him tightly in his arms and that all of those sleepless nights staying up with them over the phone as they had clearly lived under two different time zones were well worth the wait and as the day approached his heart was already beating wildly out of his chest as he dressed and got ready holding their favorite stuffed toy and balloons in hand as he waited for them to land at the airport ─── that was when he spotted them running over to them and tightly wrapping his arms around them smiling widely in the process. “ omg guess who it is babe ? ”

how can you not say prince?

╰    @levantcrs

just by looking at the both of them you'd never think that they would end up in the same circles let alone falling madly in love with one another. but despite all of the differences in terms of they lived their lives here they were desperately wanting to shout their love from the rooftops for all of seoul to see and have that oh ! so simple luxury of stepping out in public holding hands without being harassed by both the media and fans alike there was no way that would ever happened especially given how her powerful family would NEVER accept someone as lowly as an idol into their own family and nor would his overtly loyal fanbase would allow him to date anyone that wouldn't be them they both still made their ways in order to make time for each other throughout their very busy schedules having to sneak out at very late into the night and meet by the convenience store just down the road from each other from all the way to keeping secret phones away from the prying eyes of parents and managers where they'd label each other under not so obvious names in order to prevent anyone from finding out their relationship and blasting out to the media for a little bit of clout here & there. regardless of all of the secrecy they had endure for their relationship they were both still very happy with each other and were very much in love with each other and though they didn't have it ideal they wouldn't change a single time within their relationship for the world as long as they still had each other to lean on and it was on one cold slightly rainy night after a long day of going through with their schedules that they really wanted to see each other again as they'd clearly missed the warmth of their embrace on such a cold night sending over a quick text to her as all of the other members in his group had fallen asleep along with their manager most importantly his face already began to light up as his phone screen began to light up with their reply agreeing to meet up for a quick late night dinner outside getting changed and outside quietly he made his way to their usual spot , having already bought the food prior setting up on the a vacant park bench waiting for them to arrive breaking out into a huge smile as soon as he saw them standing up and stretching his arms out wide for them. “ oh ! there you finally are come here babe i missed you so very much. ” he said planting a gentle kiss onto their forehead.

open to : m or f .

he was somewhat surprised that they even bothered to show up in the first place let alone to agree to his prior request to hangout. as he really wasn't sure about them wanting to even be seen with him in the first place or even be associated with him around campus but still he was glad that even if they had known each other and gotten to become friends with one another in such a short space of time they were still up to hanging out with him as they both clearly had nothing to do on this lazy sunday morning with having no classes today nor anything else exciting to do online he decided to take that plunch and send them a quick text inviting them out to meet the nearby football field across their dorms on campus and he just thought that they could combine their heads together and come up with something excited to do that day. casually leaning against the handrail as he waited for them to arrive though it did get him worried that they even bother showing up together figuring out that they'd something else better to do that day but to his surprise there they were standing in front of him with a small smile creeping up onto his features as he stepped closer to them shoving both of his hands into his pockets “ well i'm glad that you FINALLY showed up. ” he joked letting out a soft chuckled in response before wrapping one of his arms around theirs as they began to walk away from the football field “ joking aside i'm just glad that you actually showed up today ─── now enough with the sappy stuff where did you want to go today , my treat maybe ? ” he continued letting out another soft chuckle in response with his smile growing even wider thinking of what kind of trouble that they'd end up causing today and who knows ? this would probably be their chance of getting closer with one another.

more threads for my female & nb muses pls ? *pleading*