╰    @levantcrs

╰    @levantcrs

on the surface there seemed to be nothing out of the ordinary between the both of them. as throughout the short time they've gotten to know each other they have gotten pretty close with one another though being like this did already really raise eyebrows as they were not the most likely of pairings as she seemed very innocent and clean while him on the other hand was the complete opposite being very rough around the edges , without a single care in the entire world only really looking after himself and of course as if like clockwork she had been warned about him and his reputation around town for being more than a bad boy even being labelled an outright danger to her and her budding singing career but that hadn't really deterred them both from being friends or maybe even something more ? as the more and more they spent time together there was already something bubbling under the surface with the prolonged maybe accidental eye contact and the hand holding though it wasn't like woohyuk was the type to gain feelings for the other just because of those surface level things as there was no way he would ever let himself become so weak & venerable with someone but it was different with hyemi as she just made him feel all so warm and fuzzy on the inside almost like he was truly loved by her in the platonic sense of course which he'd never felt before in his life really though there were lingering thoughts that what if all of this was just face value that they truly were just FRIENDS with one another nothing more nothing else and yes ! those sort of things did take quite a lot of time to get an answer to but it wasn't like he'd received that privilege as one day while they were going through their typical day together hanging out doing nothing really in particular his once closed off heart had maybe by accident who really knows on that what he really wanted to say out loud as they were just holding hands “ you're so pretty. ” he said but once his brain had fully been made aware what he had just said to them he sat up on the bed they were both laying down on covering his mouth with his hand wishing he'd never said what he said not really knowing what he had to say next until “ oh shit ! i'm so sorry about that hyemi must have been a slip of the tongue ─── i'm so in love with you. ” he added already going red in the face as he was still in shock on what he was even saying right now.

he remained mainly unfaced by their words fully being made aware now that if he was truly unhappy with his end of the bargain he could have easily killed them on the spot even if choose to. but with the lifetime his faced of nothing but blood and violence from even when he was still a kid with his father running his own kind of crime empire that he had now taken over some quite sometime after his father's passing he didn't want to spill anymore innocent blood when he didn't need to which he didn't need have to at this time thinking that there would some other way that he could use the other male any other way really ? other than having to led them like a lamb to slaughter as if it wasn't obviously now at this point that he didn't want to keep the other around with him as they'd be too much a burden to feed and keep alive and with the fact still fresh in his mind that he'd been cheated out of something that was supposed to rightfully his in the first place by their previous owner he could find some sort of use for them somehow even if it meant having to use them for own pleasure which was clearly not yet off of the table at this point of time he just have to wait and see really. all he could was let out a soft sigh in response to their words but still not breaking eye contact with them before he choose to speak again “ i didn't expect this much talk back from my latest pet but that can be easily worked on. ” he said with a slight smirk gracing his features already thinking up of the ways he could easily make his money back with them and then some but it were not to work in the end for him he could always USE him to his heart's desires motioning to the guard within the room with them at this time to pick up the other male and bring him to their new quarters and get them ready for tonight. “ get him out of my sight. ”

"Do you think I want to be here anymore than you want me here?" He doesn't care when the shirt collar is grabbed, his hands at his side. Skipper sighs heavily. "Should have just killed me if you didn't want me, no one's going to look for a dead man anyway." He straightens his shirt once the other lets go. "Though, understood."

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“Yes, that’s what I’m wondering why you’re here after what happened.” He also remained eye contact with him tilting his head slightly wondering if he was plotting anything. “I think maybe you felt something during our little choreography run through. That’s what it is isn’t it??” He questioned just wanting to make sure he’s on the same page as him. He could tell the other was questioning something but he wasn’t sure what. He wondered if he felt something for him.

now that he was face to face with the other male now that there was no one else that could distract them from focusing on the matter at hand. he doesn’t even know what to say to them because he clearly was just as lost if not even much more lost than they were at this very moment because if he were to truly to say to them what was on their mind right now he was unsure of what they’d say to him let alone how they’d even react since as far as their current relationship was with each other it was very much strained they had practically hated each other and saw each other more as competition than as friends if you could even call them that at this point really. and yeah   !   sure they had been friends or at least they were on friendly terms still when they were in school together especially at the start of knowing each other back then but the more   &   more pressure and dread they both felt or at least that was what he was thinking at that time to succeed and make a name for himself outside of his already well known and well connected family with both of his parents equally pushing him to do more   ,   be something much more bigger than they ever were in this world he freely to distance himself from them and over time saw them as an equal but more of a rival if that even made any sense in anyone else’s mind other than his but with them now graduated and working through their way in this world something inside of him that he had for the longest time had been suppressing for reasons that he himself not say out loud even to himself but then again with that moment that had happened between them had somehow someway sparked something inside of him and just like he was on autopilot he’d rushed over after he had gotten himself changed into their trailer unannounced ready maybe   ?   to confess what he had been feeling for the other male all this time gulping down the thick saliva that was already forming within his throat clearing it before he actually began to speak  “   alright   !   but please don’t say this to anyone else.  ”  he said with pleading eyes already battling with himself that he was about to let loose his darkest secret to them he was just hoping that whatever the outcome that it would all turn out all good at the end taking in a deep breath closing both of his eyes very briefly in order to calm himself down mainly before he spoke up again  “   if i were to be honest YES i did.   ”  he added silently praying that their next words or actions for that matter would not be so harsh on him for feeling this way towards them at this time.  

“ well i've got all of your attention now so i guessed it all worked out somehow ? ” he said laughing nudging gently on the arm “ c'mon don't get all serious on me now kiha i was just joking of course and i just missed seeing your stupid little face. ”

❛ ignoring? yah - you think i could be just keeping my attention on you all the time, i can't even keep attention on myself. ❜ huff leaves him, arms moving and coming folded underneath chest. ❛ are you trying to impress me if so - its not working well. ❜ / @lovedevcured

tag dump !

╰    @unbaciio

his world had crumbled at this feet once he'd heard those painful words come out of their mouth. even if he knew that deep down they had meant those words completely , not hiding any sort of pretenses behind them that there was no way that kiyoung could just as easily move on from up until now was a still a very fresh even open wound upon finding out that the boyfriend he'd loved for many years was cheating on him and yes ! they had both made great strides towards their shared goal of moving on and putting what had happened in the past those very thoughts still had very much lingered at the back of his mind even now when they should be sharing his happy moment together for once in a very long time and as much he hated to admit it and as much as he hated to lose adrian ─── he was right that would so much better for them to part ways for now and silently work on things their own little ways with the thoughts of loosing his boyfriend a second time had only served to break him down even more than the initial news of finding out about the cheating ever did he honestly was already such a MESS inside not really able to trust not even himself , let alone the other people in his life he was already in shock from hearing those words coming out of their mouth that at first he didn't seem to react to their words instantly dropping the smile from his face and avoiding any and all eye contact with them before he'd finally spoken up “ you're right i understand. ” he said wrapping his arms around them one last time in return leaning in close to their body wanting to savior their warmth for the last time “ but please can we still sleep together in bed i just feel so scared without you. ” he added looking up at them fighting back the tears already welling up in his eyes.

hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)

❛  i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜

❛  we were born sick. ❜

❛  the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜

❛  i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜

❛  good god, let me give you my life. ❜

❛  there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜

❛  it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜

❛  no more alone or myself i could be. ❜

❛  [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜

❛  i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜

❛  i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜

❛  i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜

❛  no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜

❛  [they/you] found me just in time. ❜

❛  cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜

❛  it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜

❛  we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜

❛  you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜

❛  would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜

❛  honey, there is no right way. ❜

❛  i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜

❛  there's an art to life's distractions. ❜

❛  love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜

❛  all i've ever done is hide. ❜

❛  when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜

❛  but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜

❛  it feels good to be alone with you. ❜

❛  there are questions i can't ask. ❜

❛  now, at last, the worst is over. ❜

❛  i know that you hate this place. ❜

❛  there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜

❛  there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜

❛  innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜

❛  there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜

❛  we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜

❛  i'd be home with you. ❜

❛  any way to distract and sedate. ❜

❛  i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜

❛  don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜

❛  don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜

❛  i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜

❛  [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜

❛  no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜

❛  you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜

❛  [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜

❛  if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜

❛  why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜

❛  i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜

❛  just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜

❛  i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜

❛  i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜

❛  you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜

❛  i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜

❛  you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜

❛  don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜

❛  it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜

❛  i'll find my way back to you. ❜

❛  my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜

❛  screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜

❛  i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜

❛  all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜

❛  it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜

❛  your fight and fury is fiery. ❜

❛  it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜

❛  you called my name til the fever broke. ❜

❛  i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜

❛  i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜

❛  i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜

❛  when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜

❛  don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜

❛  you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜

❛  after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜

❛  please, try to love me. ❜

❛  my love will never die. ❜

“ well if you hadn't been ignoring me this past week i wouldn't have to resort to such extremes now would i ? ”

start running kiha coming thru @lovedevcured

❛ you fell straight into my arms. you know, if you wanted my attention you didn't have to go to such extremes. ❜

in honor of bang chan's birthday pls click the ♡ for a starter from one of my bang chan fcs or any of my other skz fcs thanks.

open to : m or f .

he was somewhat surprised that they even bothered to show up in the first place let alone to agree to his prior request to hangout. as he really wasn't sure about them wanting to even be seen with him in the first place or even be associated with him around campus but still he was glad that even if they had known each other and gotten to become friends with one another in such a short space of time they were still up to hanging out with him as they both clearly had nothing to do on this lazy sunday morning with having no classes today nor anything else exciting to do online he decided to take that plunch and send them a quick text inviting them out to meet the nearby football field across their dorms on campus and he just thought that they could combine their heads together and come up with something excited to do that day. casually leaning against the handrail as he waited for them to arrive though it did get him worried that they even bother showing up together figuring out that they'd something else better to do that day but to his surprise there they were standing in front of him with a small smile creeping up onto his features as he stepped closer to them shoving both of his hands into his pockets “ well i'm glad that you FINALLY showed up. ” he joked letting out a soft chuckled in response before wrapping one of his arms around theirs as they began to walk away from the football field “ joking aside i'm just glad that you actually showed up today ─── now enough with the sappy stuff where did you want to go today , my treat maybe ? ” he continued letting out another soft chuckle in response with his smile growing even wider thinking of what kind of trouble that they'd end up causing today and who knows ? this would probably be their chance of getting closer with one another.