“Trust me when I tell you: The most beautiful eyes have cried the most. The happiest smile was sad all along. & the coldest person felt the most.”
— The Poetic Boy
I could've been better,
Why didn't you let me,
Kept me in this cage for so long,
I'm trying to break free.
Not a toy you can play with,
Then throw away like a waste.
So much I missed on,
So much to catch on.
I wish I had some sense then.
Probably wouldn't have let you do what you did.
But I guess it's the time to move on
It's the time to move on...
It's not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves.
Fernando Pessoa, from Un Soir à Lima; A Little Larger Than the Entire Universe: Selected Poems (tr. by Richard Zenith)
When you've been cutting for the last 2 years but only in fingertips and for the first time go onto the wrist and the guilt and the satisfaction hits you like a truck is just 🌟🌟
I'm fading away
You know I used to be on fire - Halsey (Angel on fire)
Do you know
I’m not me anymore
There’s nothing left to live for
You say you know everything
But why does it fails when it comes to me
Do you know
Even I don’t know who I am anymore
My brain is is slowly killing me
And I’m just letting it be
And my body is begging for me survive
But what if I don’t want to
To be called all these names
To be ashamed of myself
To HATE myself
Do you know
Your words are like knives in my heart
And these knives are tearing me apart
You took my innocence away
But for you it was just a play
Can you stop
Please STOP
Cause I don’t think I can fight anymore
Everyone forgets about me, I feel so replaceable.
If I died today, nobody would notice…